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what happened with split??? 

hey, this is your daily reminder that: 
          
          healing isn’t linear. 
          relapse ≠ failure. 
          you are beautiful. 
          you are worthy. 
          you are NOT a bad person. 
          you are enough. 
          your mental health/physical health does not define you. 
          
          
          i love you all so much, take it easy <33

i think it’s completely normal to feel mixed about liam’s passing.  recently, his ex, maya henry, opened up about the abuse and toxicity of her relationship with liam.  i wasn’t a massive fan of liam, but i grew up with one direction.  i was 5 years old when one direction became a band and i was there from the day they were formed — but after hearing about the person he is behind cameras, i can’t help but feel conflicted on how to express my emotions. 
          
          yes, liam clearly suffered with mental health — but that does not excuse his behaviour towards not only maya, but the fans he took advantage of.  it’s unforgivable and it does not just disappear because of his death.  his victim(s) will never truly get that sense of closure.  they won’t know what true justice feels like. 
          
          it was clear he needed help, it was clear he was turning into someone very distant from the liam a lot of us grew up with.  it just slaps you in the face, that reality hitting you that we don’t actually KNOW this man.  we don’t know any of them.  
          
          i stand with maya henry and if you don’t, you are not welcome here.  
          
          these feelings CAN coexist.  remember that. you can be both sad and angry.  
          
          rest in peace liam. 

THEMEE

just want to put it out there that harry is STILL completely silent about genocide.  for a man who advocates for peace and kindness, you’d think he would be the first to speak on it.  him using his platform would encourage SO many people to spread awareness and as sad as it is that some people need their idol to speak about things for them to care — we truly need ALL the voices we can get for palestine right now. 
          
          i am utterly disappointed at his silence.  he was SO quick to speak on abortion, gun violence, etc.  you cannot tell me that it’s because of his management or image.  SO many celebrities have spoke up and their career hasn’t been impacted whatsoever.  i’m shocked and disappointed with him. 

your silence automatically makes you complicit.  
          
          using your voice is absolutely vital and DOES make a difference.  i cannot sit here any longer and silently notice so many people remain (loudly and knowingly) silent.  all we are asked to do is use OUR VOICE.  
          
          i’ve learned that palestine really has taught us the meaning of strength.  emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually.  they continue to show the world the hope they have and it truly amazes me how consistent and resilient they are.  
          
          please use your voice.  no matter if you have 2 followers or 200 thousand. it WILL make a difference.  

how is split nearly at 120K stop reading haha 

take care of urself for me pls ml

my queen

hey baddies. if you’ve noticed that silent has vanished, that’s because it’s been taken down.  i went through months of planning this story, trying to find a way to deal with my trauma and my mental health.  however — ever since writing it, my mental health and trauma has declined.  i don’t feel comfortable going into it right now — but just know that when the time is right, maybe zealia’s story will come to light.  
          
          have another work i’ve been working on (since last year) that i want to share with you if you’re not too mad at me.  please be gentle, it’s my own fault for jumping into something too fast. love u always x