So Donald Trump won the presidency. I don't know what to say, I'm ashamed of my country. I'm not sure when I'll update my book, I'll try to write as much as I can but just know it might not be as soon as I thought because this news is heart shattering and today has been a rough day. I'm not sure if I'll ever be completely ok, but it might take a few days to be just, well stable I guess. I want to give you all my best writing and I can't do that when I'm in such a state. I know you all might think it's not that huge of a deal, but it is for me, I am terrified of what he'll do to my family and country and I'm terrified to face the supporters that go to my school. Their all mean kids and there all rich and privileged and I wish they would just understand the havoc they've created. But they don't. And it's hard to face people with such hate in there heart who don't understand even a bit what it's like to struggle.
