@how_girls_think1
So I wrote a roleplay on my other account called @SilverStars_ and it's actually pretty good. It's called Matched and it's about soul mates. I think everyone would love it so if you would go and give it a chance it would mean a lot to me!!
I just want you back. I just want to be able to tell you everything again. I just want to be able to feel safe, even if it's only one last time. I just want you
Our birthdays are almost a week away. It will be a week away on Thursday..... happy early birthday.
Today I broke. For the first time in months I finally broke. I realized that it was never your fault for anything, I was the one that always fucked everything up. I was a silly little stupid 12 year old when we met. I took you for granted, and I am so sorry that I ever did that. Because now, we don't even talk. I fucked everything up, and everything is just my fault. So if you read this, and I doubt you want anything to do with me so why would you see this, but I'm sorry. I miss you. If you ever need anything, talk to me because I'm no longer that silly little 12 year old who thought she was in love. Because now I know what love is. Love is missing that one person so much, you would do anything to get back to them. I'm sorry for everything. Love, Montana
Just because we don't talk anymore, doesn't mean I've forgotten about you. It doesn't mean that I no longer care. Truth is, I still do. I do my best to check up on you, to see how you are doing. To see if you're okay, but every time I get the urge to talk to you, it suddenly hits me that, we're strangers, you don't want me in your life, hence the reason I'm no longer a part of you. But even though everything has changed; I just want you to know that, I'm still here. I'll still be here for you, I'll still lend you my shoulders and ears. I don't care what time it is, what I'm doing. Don't hesitate to talk to me, because half the time, I wish that you were talking to me. I just miss your presence, I miss you being my best friend, I just miss you.
I look in the mirror and all I see are imperfections
I miss you, but you obviously don't miss me. That's ok though, because I've moved on. I realized that you have always just fucked with my feelings but that's okay now, because I have found someone that's not you, and I've learned to love again.
So I was doing my warmup for Volleyball today and what do I do? I fall on my face. Yep. Wait to go Montana.
It seriously looks like I'm abused....
I almost just walked into my shower with my socks on.... I am so tired! lol
