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thinking ab how every time i have a breakdown, something funny always uappens. like wdym i was crying at school and my graphic design teacher gave me a big paper tube to carry around like bro this is not a comedy sketch

broke down crying today AT SCHOOL

living life knowing i got a colorful hue to the way i go about the world and some people haven't moved past black and white films

ok so fuck all the hardships of school. i love it. its a game, guys, and im WINNING. straight A's, quiet kid but i still get to be a yapper with certain people, all my teachers (except my bum ass english teacher ) love me, i basically roam the halls and talk to everyone all the time cause everyone knows i get good grades so they dont have to supervise me, i mean its awesome. its awesome.

hey gang its been a bit but i want you to know that a boy had me wear his jacket and we ate food together today and a girl held my hand as we searched a market desperately looking for fries and that guy asked how many friends i had and i had to say "0" and he went "well its one now" and i had to give a giggle and oh my god. sorry to plagiarise but i fear i felt infinite. i felt infinite picking off the pepperoni from my pizza, i like it quite a bit, but someone else liked it more huh. i felt infinite sharing belgian waffles from the same fork. i felt infinite with every call i picked up with a funny starter. my god i felt infinite even when i accidentally screamed "cunt!" on a PLAYGROUND. my god guys i have friends oh my god.

academic success is everyone sighing when i show them my good grades. doing better than all my opps. ill be at a good college with a life of my dreams and everyone who ever doubted and bullied me is gonna stay in their hometown and wonder where they went wrong.

this man is keeping me on a tight fuckin leash

so guys yk how theres this guy i like? yeah. ok so yesterday DURING the play he came up to me and was like i have something to tell you later. the thing he had to tell me? he likes someone. someone else in stage crew, but its not me yk. ITS A MAN. WHO IS TOO OLD FOR HIM. HELP.

HE WALKED ME TO CLASS TODAY

guys i was watching a reid edit in my school parking lot ( i was a passenger i wasnt driving lol) and someone rear ended me while i was watching the edit ghis js so embarrassing