⚠️Invovles Cutting⚠️
DO NOT READ IF CUTTING IS A TRIGGER
Today i was cutting... No matter how many times people said to not cut i still do it.. Why you may ask? Well its cause it helps me calm down and relief stress and i dont know what to do..
I still wanna go cut but i dont want people to go around and feel bad or feel empathy for me because these are my choices that i do to myself, you decided to feel impacted
Im sorry i just needed to write this because really, really, really, deep down sometimes this is just how i feel... And i just feel so overwhelmed with the amout of support and i feel like im making people's lives more harder than it should be, cause i've entered their lives and now they have to take care of me and make sure i dont cut while they balance out their problem with mine. I feel like im just a big fish in a puddle of mistakes, emotions, and problems. And instead of people just leaving me be they try to help by putting me back in the lake. Thanks for reading i just needed to vent