Clown rat

I'm so sorry for disappearing again everyone T0T
          
          The update should be finished by tonight or tomorrow depending on how fast I can finish up the last few things.
          
          Again, I'm deeply sorry for disappearing T0T It really is almost finished. I tried my best to make it good but I don't really know how i feel about it since its a fight ahhhhhhhhhhh- Anyway, hope you guys have all been doing good!

i LOVE your bangs fanfic sm!!! you might've seen me commenting on a few chapters, but it's been really engaging. i love y/n/soma sm, and i won't go into detail what i like bc that would be spoilers for the people who aren't up to date :,)
          
          you're writing is so good! i just kept telling myself id read one more chapter and then i was at the end of the book  i like how realistic you made her, and even though i most definitely have nothing in common with your interpretation of y/n (for example, i'm not even a girl ) but i still found myself relating to her!
          
          literally cannot wait for whenever you upload the next chapter! (please take your time, remember; your well-being should come before everything else) i find it a bit funny that i started reading after you came back from your year break lol

the temptation to fix the older chapters ughhhh
          
          anyway hi lol
          
          uhhhhh,,, debating posting a chapter next week since I'm almost at summer break but don't hold me to it T-T i need to like finish half of the chapter that i already had roughed out for the next update and its a bit difficult for me to write because it involves some character interaction i don't feel quite confident in writing. spoilers below if you're interested to know what my issue was lmao
          
          anyway- just some notes for future updates:
          
          - i will most likely be removing prefixes (exclusion of things such as sensei and senpai, etc.) because i cant keep up with them
          - will be potentially rewriting some of the older chapters so ill let you guys know if anything changes
          - kind of want to make a discord or something so you guys can keep in contact with me but idk lol I'm bad with those things
          - as much as i hate saying this, this fanfic is essentially becoming an au atp so if it becomes even more different from canon i do apologize. i try to keep it as close to the story as possible but because y/n is a character who 1. was not originally from the series and 2. is actively changing the plot (like girl tf), i hold no promises. i do apologize to anyone who likes x readers staying close to canon, this is basically a filthy rewrite ;u;
          
          but yeah, I'm back ;;;; if you guys want to keep in contact with me, i am mostly on Instagram as bishimen ! i don't respond much to wattpad because notfis broken so if you have any questions !
          
          (spoilers for the chapter if you do not want to read: the chapter contains a lot of midoriya characterization for his relationship with bakugo and may or may not involve them fighting during the last round of the sports tournament because y/n fucked it up and that's how things ended up :,) as much as i really don't mind the concept, i feel pretty bad about my ability to write an interesting fight scene while also giving enough characterization to their relationship this early on)

Its been a year, please we miss you

Sorry guys, lost myself there for a moment and released 16 chapters 

Guys my beta reader died yesterday :,( cant believe this happened

Real talk nobody is going to see
          
          I really want to continue writing my fanfic but I just don’t enjoy bnha anymore. I haven’t really been into it since the first war arc tbh Nothing has really been peaking my interest either and I have absolutely no motivation to write out my fanfic other than for you guys. I do want to finish it but at the same time, I keep getting stuck on what to write. I love hate Y/N. I liked writing her at first but she’s always so angsty (said the person who made her). Her development literally doesn’t come unt the stain arc bruh moment. Can’t deal with her half the time ong I really want to make a different fanfic with an oc but haven’t had any time to do that and don’t feel confident enough about my ability to stay in character with a different fandom.
          
          Anyway rant over, ignore me I’m angsty

When your fanfic is literally the only thing keeping you in the bnha fandom (vine boom)

college is not funny and is still beating my lifeless corpse

Midoriya: literally getting several pov chapters  and got another one during the sports festival
          
          meanwhile the other characters: left for dead
          
          Would say I’m not biased but I am