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Nahhhh not my mom taking me to the hospital sometime this week because I've been lightheaded and passing out at for the past like 4 months- and then everyone thinks I'm starving myself- like yall see me eat I just don't eat everyday-

I don't deserve them and I know that. But I'm happy to be in his life.

Wow.. I never really understood why I am the way I am until my mother.. my mother of all people to talk shut behind my back saying terrible things.. all true. She is right about everything, I am a bad person. I don't deserve love cuz I'll ruin the person's life. I'm the reason everyone has anger issues I'm the reason why every FUCKING thing in my life is a mess. I just wish I was different. Maybe yk.. maybe people would like me more and maybe people would listen instead of just Ignoring everything I say because I'm not worth their time. Yk.. I don't even understand why such an amazing person fell for me.. I'm not a good person. And for them to actually stay this long is amazing. I love them so much even tho I don't deserve them or their love.

Ima eat your organs<333
          
          -kenneth