hunnitbae.

Ello :)

For the past year, my mental health wasn't/isn't really in a good condition to do something. I'm really sorry to those who waited another update, even when I know there's no one. 
          
          I don't know what to do. I don't have anyone to talk to before. And it's getting worse now.
          
          I know my mental health condition because I am going to take psychology in uni. Well, it's kinda sucks cuz I've managed to make people happy without thinking about myself. I wrote this because I want y'all to remember that your mental health is more important than your school grades. 
          
          And I hope there's people I am comfortable for me to tell my whole story without any awkwardness.

I'm back. Help me to find my writing mood.
          
          help:v. I WANT TO WRITE ONE C
          SINGLE CHAPTER BUT MY HEART SAYS NO. HELP

i'm tired. rlly exhausted. like i still have to prepare many things while no ones with me. i personally need someone like rlly bad but, i'll try to overcome my problem by myself. 
          
          and with IZ*ONE's disbandment, i lost one big light. But the light become 12 little light. That's what i think. That they'll shine by themselves without IZ*ONE. It's just like 2 days and I already miss them. I have to overcome my own problem just like they overcome their sadness and depressions. Let's think like that, WIZ*ONE. 
          
          But, God took me to another fandom. Swith. STAYC's fandom. Thank God.
          
          It's not like I leave WIZ*ONE Fandom, it's just for a temporary 'move'. Like I had to overcome the sadness of losing IZ*ONE by a new Group hehe.
          
          
          
          And Guys, I actually don't know if I can continue my work due to some hectic schedules. help-

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          I am sorry for the late updates. 
          
          
          
          
          I will take a new thing for me, Hiatus. I am really tired because of many things. Mentally and Physically. I am sorry.
          
          
          See you in the next update.

kinda tired thinking of those chapters. but, luckily not considering hiatus since it's not that hard to think of ideas. maybe someday, i'll go for some hiatus or even shutting down permanently my account. hihi.

i want to write a new chap on each of my books including the unpublishef one (oneshot and a special book). but currently i am lazy af. but why did i wrote this message? so i will just spoil one of my book.
          
          it still you as main character but you'll have more than one female lead. 20+ fem. don't wait for the sake of the book.