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first post 2020 f uck b itches get money 

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in conclusion: i’m a clown who just wants to feel loved and appreciated but :( after this idk, the way he makes me feel is horrible and i mean it’s probably what i deserve but he keeps telling me he loves me and says he wants me to stay and of course i go all heart eyes again so i stay, because i love him so much. like SO MUCH. and idkkkk everyones saying he’s manipulating me and taking advantage of me so he doesn’t feel lonely yet.... he doesn’t like me. and making me feel bad.

yesterday i got left on opened for 2 hours and he was still looking at my story and posting on his story that he was GETTING HIGH. he’d rather smoke than talk to me wbk. and i got a little upset idk i was hurt so i sent him a petty gn message saying “wont be able to talk later. gn. don’t stay up too late.” AND HE WAS LIKE “i won’t. gn” like :( ugh and i felt bad for getting mad at him so i was like “good. love you” and he said “love you too” 
          
          and this morning i felt really guilty about being petty and i was like “good morning❤️ i’m sorry for being dry last night i was just upset over some things it wasn’t fair of me to be rude to you. i hope you have a good day” and he just said “morning babe❤️ thx you too” 
          
          lmao can he just tell me he doesn’t like me anymore i don’t wanna be the one to break things off, id rather him break things off and want to stop talking to me and me be hurt instead of me feeling guilty for dropping him

lmao i’m still clowning everyone don’t worry the show will go on

i care!!!!! so much!!!!! about him!!!!!! but he only actively has a conversation with me when he’s horny and wants me to send!!!!! him nudes!!!!! and like i’ll be like “idk not really feeling it rn” and he’s like “please babe i love you so much” (yh we’re not dating anymore but i still say i love you to him) and i go!!!! heart eyes!!!!!! and do what he wants i LOVE that for me. 
          
          i know it’s not good but oops