I know. This probably won't mean much from me but... just hear me out. Jay, I'm sure you know that we care about you. We love you. You're funny, creative, helpful. And just amazing to have around. Like when you helped me. After my ex, I was upset, angry at everyone. I hated his guts. I still do but you heard me, you let me rant and helped me feel better. I know, you probably don't want to talk to me.. but. If you ever need to. I'm here. Rant, scream and yell at me. I'm here to listen. If you saw me right now, I have tears rolling down my face. Everyone misses you. So please. Talk to us when ever you need. We love you.