Stressed and depressed.

Hey there, I'm new here, on wattpad, please check out my new post and give honest reviews if you can, I'll very much appreciate it!! ❤

Hey! I've just started writing a book ask about depression. So far it's exactly my life. It's excatly what I've went through. It would be amazing if you could go check it out! Thanks a bunch!

Why hello there fancy meeting you here

I’m making a new book and you could be in it!! Wanna take the chance?!

i miss chu big nugget 
          >:'3

I remember when I used to be on wattpad constantly, and how I used to say that if I ever got "popular" I wouldn't disappear like most people do.
          But in the end, I kinda did. I was going through a rough time and I stopped paying attention to any of my social medias and stopped watching Mark and Jack.
          I guess I realized how immature and what an awful writer I tend to be.
          I could lie and say that I'll try being as active as I used to be but that'd probably be an empty promise.
          I realize now how toxic this website can be, just being friends with a certain few people broke me. And while I sometimes miss them and am tempted to message them I don't want to fall for their bullshit again.
          And if I do completely leave wattpad I'm sorry for not continuing my writing when I've made several promises to do so. I just don't have it in me anymore. 
          My life is too unstable for that commitment. Sorry, to anyone who even reads this. You can message me on kik, my username is xDaddyCraigx .
          Sigh, well I think that covers everything,
          Bye. 
          -Alex/Phoenix .xx

It's as if people intend to drive me insane.

i hate being left on read.

Okay, can I rant a bit?
          So I'm extremely done with people who think breaking others is okay, or judging people by the color of their skin, sexuality, gender, religion, or a political stance. these things do not define what a human is. while yes we don't like everyone, that doesn't mean that they're less of a human. yet for some reason some think that it's okay to discriminate someone because of this. its not right, no matter what the excuse is. what people should be judged on is their actions and how they treat others. Telling someone that they should kill themselves because you don't agree with them is just wrong. 
          And people who are racist just piss me off, the color of ones skin does not define a person, nor will it ever. Maybe some people ruin everything, that does not mean that everyone from that race is like them. 
          nor does what one person does, define what that whole gender is. or what someone of that gender had done hundreds of years ago decide how the new people of that gender act.
          i find this so fucking ridiculous.
          so many people get ridiculed for their religion or sexuality. i can't even imagine how hard it must be for people who are trans or something besides cisgender. because while we discriminate genders already, someone who isn't the gender they were assigned at birth? it's like they're aliens, not even treated like they're human. who the hell decided that it was okay to treat someone like that? it's fucking bullshit.
          hell people who think that those who are not heterosexual, are just delusional. or it's just a gene. to those people, fuck you.
          and fuck you to the rest of people who do anything of the shit i said above.
          
          i had to get that out of my system, sigh. 
          well im moving soon so i probably wont be on much. peace. ✌

Oh my god.... I just wrote a 5,000 word chapter and in the process of copying and pasting it to another document, I deleted almost all of it.
          Please kill me.