jelly

sometimes i wonder if he would get bored of me.

i have crushes in fictional characters (aka james griffin from voltron ) so i can avoid having a well developed relationship with another human being. 

okay so like. fuck. 

also thinking about rewriting sunflowers from scratch hmm

so its been eight months since i watched voltron + lost my cousins netflix account but im still lost in that goddamn fandom
          im about to cry my eyes out 

ive been watching some taekook moments and i wanna tear my hear out
          fricking kookie is one jelly baby istfg

can i change my name to elliot at this point?
          the name is hella cuute

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE FIRECRACKER NAMED KATSUKI "FUCKING" BAKUGOU
          We LOVE AN EXPLOSIVE KIIIING

i wish to see you in a better life. 
          one filled with no pain nor despair,
          but the gentle prosperity of happiness
          and the sanctuary melody of smiles
          and laughter. 

i feel like i need to cry to make myself feel better by now. 
          and its really helpful that people are coming to me with their problems. it helps me distract myself from my own world and indulge into the world of others. 
          a nice, pitiful distraction.