@huan_rj Of course! When I read fanfiction, I become so immersed in the story that reality ceases to exist. And how else should I read? Superficially? With emotions turned off? Indifferently? I have experienced a great deal of grief and hardship in my own life. And cancer for me is not just some phrase. Close people have died from cancer. I don't want to relive those emotions. I am here to get a break from a harsh reality. For the sake of beautiful stories. And of course, I cannot dictate to you what to write. It is your world and your right. But I would like to know what door I am opening. I would never watch the film "12 Years a Slave" or a film about the Holocaust. I will protect my soul from that. Once, a friend recommended the film "The Green Mile" to me, and afterwards I thought, how could a close friend recommend such a thing? How can one watch that? Why? For what purpose, to understand what? I already know it, why should I consciously immerse myself in it? Watch the Russian film "White Bim Black Ear". I wish I had never known about it. I know there is a lot of bad in the world. But I can protect myself from stories that break my heart.
P.S. Yes, you are a talented writer. Yes, I liked a lot of it. But given the choice, I would not have wanted to read this work. Yes, for me, everything that happened there is more real than your own life.