Nevels

i guess it's a lot harder to get over your first love than I expected- even if he was a dick about it

"memory is the scribe of the soul"
          -aristotle

guess itll be significantly easier to get over him now. men are assholes and idk why i ever assumed they were capable of being otherwise.

i fear im adopting the speech patterns of ayda aguefort

does anyone have any advice about getting over your feelings for him without pushing him away completely bc i don't want to lose him as my friend but it'll kill me if i keep loving him like this

j wrote one of my longest poems, ig heartbreak will do that to ya

okay or ill go fuck myself that was cool. (he broke up w me but was incredibly nice and caring about it so it hurts even more)

am i the only one who doesn't physically understand how mutual love works? like okay i fall in love with someone, that's easy enough to understand. but the likelihood of the same person also liking you/falling in love is next to nothing and yet it happens to so many people. it just doesn't make sense to me statistically. and don't even get me started on ppl who can be dating someone and cheat on them bc they happened to find two separate people that like them at the same time. like i just feel like mutual liking each other and mutual falling in love is such an improbability, it's hard for my brain to fathom

who wants to pm me so i can rave abt the guy i like

finals are gonna be the  death of me pls help