hugmonster5000

My life is great 

I am done with wattpad 

Hey long time no see I hope you remember me

Hey sis

I feel kinda left out of my friendships....  like my friends talk to other people and it's like I am a ghost now like I am not even there anymore and it kinda hurts.... but yet I am used to it... just like how I am used to being called a hore,slut,b**ch,fat a**, and ect...  I am also used to people saying go kill yourself,your worthless, you mean nothing, and much more then when u get called those things don't u wish that your friends was there to help u and u want to talk to them but your scared for they made a new friendship and u don't want to bother them so u just stay out of there way and act like nothing happens and u act like your ok but deep down your really broken inside for that friend had left u and u where to week to admit *(sighes)* I am just getting tired of this happing to me 

I miss someone badly I wish ..... she was here where I can tell her the good news and everything oh how I miss her.... and how much I love her.... I wish I could see u again but soon I will I promise.... for you always been there and been so kind to me.... I wish I was someone better .... I know I am not perfect.... and at times I feel like you are very upset at me and hate me for the things that I do .....  but yet idk on how u think of me.... I wish I knew how u felt and what you think of me... I hope u are proud of me and forgive me for the things that I have done .... I will always love and miss you 

*(starts to sing a song that I wrote called sorry for what I have done)* 

I am now feeling upset.... I don't want to say why.... 

Thanks 4 the follow! :)

Uggghhhh I hate my mood rn sooo bad ....