i don't know no more

I big brained a lot today guys. I got some shit down and idk how much words I have written but I am close to 3000 words ! 
          
          I’m still not done with the beginning sequence which I have been struggling with horribly but I now know how I want the beginning sequence to end so hopefully everything else in between will work out smoothly and hopefully I’ll be done with the beginning part by tomorrow! 
          
          And if everything after that goes the way I want , then this chapter will be out by Wednesday but no promises!!!
          
          But for now, I’m tired, I’m just a whittle babby, I can only do so much (I turn 20 in 9 months) . But I will lock in, and with the power of music and Lava Lamps I will finish this chapter and start writing the Jennifer incident chapter .

The bad thing with writing in first person is that I feel like I’m typing “I” too much 

I’m making progress guys , let’s fucking go 

I hate my head keeps thinking for stuff for chapter 6 and not for chapter 5 .
          
          But I’m also kind of glad cause maybe it won’t take as long to get chapter 6 out as chapter 5 

Just so you guys know i prepared the music for every chapter 2 years ago back when season 4 came out. Every chapters “soundtrack” has been prepared for months 

1754 words is how many words I have for chapter five and I started the week off with 1500 something words and I’m pooped.
          
          My main problem is I don’t want it to be bad or cheesy  and I also don’t know what I want to do for the beginning half of the chapter so im stumped.
          
          Don’t worry I will continue trying to write it . The moment I get something to pop up in my head I’m gonna write it.
          
          Like last night when I was trying to sleep I once again got an idea for dialogue later in the chapter.
          
          I’m at the point where I’m thinking of everything else that’s going on in the chapter because I physically can’t think of any thing for the beginning of the chapter. I’m getting there very very slowly.

It’s like I know what to write but then it hits a certain time and I forget and physically can’t write anymore.

I got a tiny bit more down today . I swear I need to make like tomorrow completely dedicated to writing chapter 5.
          

Ok I kind of failed with writing today . Kind of because I wrote one sentence and that’s it.
          
          And I know my problem, I have no idea how to write action sequences lololol
          
          I’ll do what Jennette McCurdy does for her books . Write it down how it pops up in my head, read over it and then fix it 

I will probably start writing tomorrow after I build my cats cat tree or I’ll skim through the other chapters in book 4 just to put what I wrote in my mind once more .
          
          I have the memory of a walnut soooo I have to skim through