mono.

only back to say that bts are now performing at the grammys!! bts are just legends through and through, and literally no one is doing what they're doing! grammy nominated and grammy performers... holy shit. and when they win? 

actually unpublished everything bc i can + you can read my stuff on ao3! + for the people in the back, no one gives a shit that you stopped stanning bts. congrats, you downgraded. now, goodbye forever, and stream grammy-nominated dynamite from the grammy-nominated group bts! 

i shouldn't even have to justify my decisions or explain myself really. i have more bad memories with this website than good. i'm tired of getting weird ass comments on peaches & cream, and i just don't feel okay with having it up. 2017 me was different than almost 2021 me. i want to leave this website and everything to do with it in the past. my future of writing will be on ao3 where all of my fics that i have written this year that i am TRULY PROUD OF reside. 
          
          this doesn't mean that i'm not grateful for all of the support that i've received on here for the past almost six years. you guys are amazing, and some of you have been with me since the BEGINNING of peaches & cream. i don't wanna lose you guys, but i just can't stay here anymore. so many things have changed over the years, and i just don't like the changes that wattpad has made either. i don't want to be reminded of the shit that's happened in the past with ex-friends, i don't want to be known as the girl who has that one ddlb minjoon fic, and i don't want to have my writing from over three years ago under a microscope. 
          
          if you want to support me and read my stuff, you can find me on ao3 @ monomoni. i have a whole ass minjoon fic on there that i wrote back in october if you like minjoon. i also have vmin, namkook, namseok, and taegi one shots. please support me there instead of here if you enjoy my writing THAT much. 

and tbh i am like DONE with wattpad. if i write anything else in the future, it will be exclusive to ao3. i have so many BETTER aus that are all COMPLETED on ao3, so i'd rather have ppl read those than peaches & cream. hell, this year alone i've written almost 150k words across five different one shots/aus, but barely anyone has checked them out. it's fr discouraging to know that barely anyone gives a fuck about my new stuff and would rather read the SAME fic of mine from like three years ago. 

lmao i'm going through a phase where i hate peaches & cream again so like i'm gonna unpublish it for a bit. i just don't like ddlb, and i REALLY hate how it's the work of mine that blew up. i have such a strong love-hate relationship with it because i feel like i portrayed ddlb in a not creepy fucking way like how pretty much every other ddlb fic is like that i've read,,,,, but yet again i still don't really want THAT fic pinned to my name. it's what ppl know me for, and it has gained so much attention and support, but like nah LMAO. 
          
          idk, i've grown up a lot since i started writing it back in 2017, and i just don't read ddlb stuff anymore. while my peaches & cream is like,,,, good,,,,, and while i am somewhat proud of it,,,, i just don't want anyone else to read it anymore. 

ALSO ALSO, it's weird as all fuck seeing that ppl who USED to have me blocked/muted on here suddenly have me unblocked/unmuted. likendjsjsjs alrighty i guess. i won't read your shit, but hello again LMAOOO

BTS ARE NOMINATED FOR A FUCKING GRAMMY!!!! Y'ALL I CAN'T HELP BUT LAUGH AT ALL OF THE LOSER FUCKING KPOPPIES WHO SAID THEY'D NEVER MAKE IT THIS FAR DJSJSJSNSKKSKD HOLY SHIT I'M SO SO SO PROUD OF BTS 

STREAM BE AND LIFE GOES ON! 

hi, i finally posted all of my new minjoon au 'dynamite' on ao3! it's five parts with a total of 63.4k words, and it contains LOTS of fluff and little hints of smut (not full on smut though)! it's a 1970s au in which jimin falls in love with namjoon at a roller skating rink! it would mean the world to me if you would check it out, as i have spent two LONG weeks working on it. kudos is also appreciated!!! i really hope you all enjoy it :")
          
          https://archiveofourown.org/works/27002890

yeah, my new fic is going to be exclusive to ao3! if you want to read it, make sure to check up on my ao3 account which is monomoni! i might have the first part published tomorrow or maybe even tonight lmao idk