hummingcricket

Thinking of rewriting my book. But still, not sure if i have enough time to do that.
          	

hummingcricket

@miztique__ haaa yg tu kena pikir plot tu la 
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miztique__

@hummingcricket pahammmm tapi try ah pub malay story pulak ke, teringin nak baca 
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hummingcricket

@miztique__ hahahahaha. Yang satu ni pun tak sambung2 dik. Ada je lagi satu kat draft, tapi plot belum berkembang sepenuhnya, pastu risau nanti tergendala jugak sbb tak cukup masa nk menulis 
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hummingcricket

Thinking of rewriting my book. But still, not sure if i have enough time to do that.
          

hummingcricket

@miztique__ haaa yg tu kena pikir plot tu la 
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miztique__

@hummingcricket pahammmm tapi try ah pub malay story pulak ke, teringin nak baca 
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hummingcricket

@miztique__ hahahahaha. Yang satu ni pun tak sambung2 dik. Ada je lagi satu kat draft, tapi plot belum berkembang sepenuhnya, pastu risau nanti tergendala jugak sbb tak cukup masa nk menulis 
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miztique__

I kid you not when I saw you voted my story i screamed! AKAK MANA MENGHILANG ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

hummingcricket

@miztique__ hahaha okay nanti kak pm. Apa2 terus direct ke wasap je takpe sebab akak jarang bukak wattpad sekarang..
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miztique__

@hummingcricket nope but tukar phone so number banyak hilang
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hummingcricket

@miztique__ ahahahahaha adaa.. cuma terlalu busy dgn hidup. Awak tukar nombor phone ke?
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GamerGirl2410

Heh, I think it's been like.. a month? And like.. 21? Days or so, since ya last message, but meh, I wanted to say I hope ya had a better if not great start to 2020 this year, and I look forward to hearin' and/or readin'? More from ya soon :')
          
          Sincerely Your new follower
          

hummingcricket

Insecurities,
          The feelings of 'I will never be good enough, worthy enough for someone',
          Will always be here, with me.
          
          It's either I'm too brave to take this step, or I'm just a complete idiot who falls for the same type of person twice.
          
          

GamerGirl2410

@hummingcricket hm.. to let ya self fall.. isn't that brave itself though? To allow? Ya self to go through the same thin', again, speaks for itself, there isn't such a thing as 'good enough', who's really to say or deem another not good enough? If they themselves are neither good enough? Heh, I dunno if that makes sense but meh, I imagine in a relationship, there isn't a 'bar' set, a standard to meet, there are no egg-spectations that are or have been required to be met, the only thing needed is ya self, nothing more, nothing less :? xD I mean things like love an affection.. uhm, yeah I guess? Lol, but nah? I guess it just comes with ya lol? 
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hummingcricket

Here i am
          Looking like a complete idiot
          While she spent her days 'finding herself'
          While finding another person to 'get to know'
          And making that person her special someone. 
          
          Again, 
          Making me feel that I'm not good enough for anyone. 
          
          

GamerGirl2410

@hummingcricket not really :) nu, yes while "she" was busy 'moving' on,  purrhaps ya were, and/or are? Still feline.. 'stuck'? Almost? :? But that just goes to show how much thought, time.. and committment? Ya put into ya guys' relationship, purrhaps she really did 'find herself', though with another, who says you can't do just the same? Who's to say you're not 'good enough' for anyone, *anymore*? It just means that yes, it may take some time, but once *you* start to feline good again, boff about ya self, as well as any future relationships ya may want/have? Then ya'll be that much more stronger :P "Stay strong, make them wonder how ya still smiling" - a quote.. from somewhere off Google xD heh, only 'slightly' modified  (*ya = you lol)
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hummingcricket

It's that feeling again
          The feeling of not being enough for...everything 
          Not worthy enough 
          Not good enough..
          Being hurt by something that i know for sure, it'll happen 
          
          I guess it's better if I'm alone.
          Stop hoping 
          Stop opening up to someone 
          Stop trusting 
          Stop waiting 
          I'll just end up being alone anyway. 
          

GamerGirl2410

@hummingcricket but that's where ya wrong lol, heh sorry, hopefully this won't be such a long.. rant? Thingy this time 'round  >.< it's because of that feline that it's best not to be a lone, best to have someone there by ya side, someome who can reassure you, someone who'll be there if ya fall, someone to be there so ya don't lose faith, don't lose hope, don't barricade ya self from the world, from people who care, it may save ya some hurt, but in the end, it'll you'll ultimately lose sight of yourself  heh, one person can only take so much 
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