hummusbae

⭐️ New ch of Daddy Says So is finally out! ⭐️
          	
          	Sorry I’ve been MIA, lolll. Remember to vote and hope you enjoy! 
          	
          	tw - ed, drugs kinds? Read at ur own risk 

hummusbae

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TW*********** ED
          
          I wanna say sorry to you guys… I’m relapsing so hard rn. 
          
          I’m getting the help I need, but for the last couple months I’ve barely been able to concentrate on anything but food, cals, etc. 
          
          I’m trying to get my shit together so I plan on writing more really soon. Bring creative has really helped me in my recovery journey. 
          
          Got the “if ur any lighter next time you’re going to the hospital” talk, again, and while I’m afraid of lots of aspects of recovery… I’m afraid of doctors more. 
          
          It’s 4:30am and I’m still struggling to take even one bite from the cold plate of dinner in front of me. 
          
          Ana is no joke, Ana even this week is passing out at the gym, not being able to go out with your friends because there might be an expectation to eat, hiding from everyone you love, giving in to your need to be in control so much, that you loose control to that need. Ana has the highest mortality rate of any mental illness. 
          
          It’s been really comforting to remind myself I was put on this earth to do more than loose weight, and so were you. 
          
          If ur struggling, you’re not alone. You deserve food, you deserve to feel good about your body. There is help. Keep fighting 
          
          1800 ED HOPE

moonlightbaedw

@ hummusbae  hey I know how it is to have ED, please don't stop updating about how r u doing okay? You're special and God has a purpose for your life 
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Lucyrider666

@hummusbae don't stop fighting
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lovestory345

Hi... I just wanted to say, thank you. If I wouldn't let my friend to see this app, she would never tell me her true self and I probably would never know.. She read the poems you write and now I know her and what is going to her. Now I can be a better friend and I must say that some of it is because of you.. so thank you and if you want to talk, you are always welcome to send me a message!❤
          (Sorry if some of the lines or words are not written well, by the way, I'm from Israel!)

hummusbae

@annvaiga12 I’m glad I could help ur friend too, that’s why I keep that story up, I wrote it in a very dark place and now I receive messages weekly about how much it has helped  someone struggling with ED. Take care ❤️
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viaawritess

@lovestory345  Same story too , Yesterday while going through my cousins phone I saw wattpad.  Me being me I read it and was quite sad that she was suffering all this while and I was never there for her , her comments,  The stories she read every freaking thing made me loathe myself for not helping her but not anymore and all thanks to you @hummusbae ( I am from NY (Not birthplace tho ) ) 
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hummusbae

I'm so glad I can help. I wish ur friend the best in their recovery 
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