Hi beautiful people.
I know that everyone would have heard the news of Liam by now and to say that I’m shocked and devastated is an understatement. He was a light in my life during those One Direction years. I grew up with them, they got me through some of the most difficult times of my entire life. This loss just seems unfathomable to me.
I’m not, nor will I ever dismiss the things he had done in the last few years, and as for Maya, my thoughts are with her as she does not deserve any backlash from what’s happened, she is a victim and this entire situation is not fair. She deserves our kindness and respect for speaking out as that could not have been easy at all.
My heart still remains broken as this loss is a lot. It’s unbelievable to have to say goodbye so soon, I couldn’t have imagined in my wildest dreams that this would have happened. It’s a reminder to me and hopefully to others, that mental health is so important! It is so so so important, and I hope that if anyone is struggling, that you please seek help. I’ve struggled my entire life with depression and anxiety and it’s a hard hole to get out of, but please know that you’re never alone. If you need someone to talk to or a shoulder to lean on, please message me! My inbox is always open, I’m keeping Twitter just for these situations, please contact me there if you need.
As for my writing, wow it’s just taking a big back burner right now. My mind has been scrambled since hearing the news this morning, and honestly, I’m not sure how to write knowing that he’s not here anymore. I can’t listen to One Direction, and I listen to them almost every day. I’ve edited a lot for Charmed, to the point where it’s almost ready to be posted back up, but I’m going to be doing some major thinking about what I want to do for my writing now, as it just doesn’t feel the same.
You’re all in my thoughts. Take care of yourselves, and spread kindness wherever possible xxx