(...) @sajaics
[ her head shoots up, eyes wide. ] no! it has nothing to do with you! i could never be ashamed of you. i just.. [ a sigh. ] i've been in the spotlight since i was a kid. most things i do are broadcasted. i know it's selfish, but part of me liked having you just for myself. i don't actually care that much about public opinion on it ... god, and celine is a different story again. shes the one who put me into the industry, i don't know how much of her care is out of obligation, and she's already not your biggest fan. i don't ... want this going public potentially holding possible danger for you, or zoey and mira either.