Hannah Reyes ❤

You came back
          Like you never hurt me
          You came back
          Like you never ruined me
          You came back
          Like you never broke my heart
          You came back
          Like you never made me cry
          You came back
          Like you didn't rip me to pieces
          You came walking back
          Hands in your pockets
          Whistling ang singing
          Like nothing happened
          You came fucking back       
          Like you never lied
          Lied about loving me so much
          You can't find someone easily
          T'was a shame for me
          I opened my arms freely
          Taking you again
          In my life
          In my heart                              
          Thinking of all the things
          We've been through
          I just couldn't let you slip
          Through my grasps
          Again, not again
          Now that you came back
          I didn't doubt
          Didn't have second thoughts
          Thinking I love you
          That I still am in love with you
          I was happy then
          When you left me
          Took a long time to heal
          Yes, I got wasted every night             
          That summer I was in pain
          I had nothing
          You've taken my whole
          And now you came back!
          I know why you did
          To prove how stupid I am
          To have someone back 
          I thank you for everything
          With your hot and cold presence
          It hit me so hard...
          I don't love you anymore
          I am not happy with you
          I no longer long for you
          I am happier alone waiting
          For someone who deserves me
          My love and my tears,          
          I don't need to be sorry
          For being not enough for you
          I knew from the start
          It'll end this way
          You get bored easily
          I understand
          Nothing much to know 'bout me
          But I am truly sorry
          For making you believe
          I am still into you
          I am sorry
          For the lies
          But understand too
          Afterall the pain you caused me
          You can't just pop out
          Whenever you feel like it
          I am better now                               
          I knew I've moved on
          Trilled of you coming back to me
          Was lost in a fantasy of us lasting
          That I forgot I don't love you now
          We can never be the same
          I'll never be the woman you fell for
          But you'll always be the man I met years ago
          Making people believe
          You're something more
          Now I know you enough...
          You're just a plain sheet of paper.

Check out my story! "What comes after Pain" :)

I love you to the Jupiter and back 

Happy birthday to me, yey! :)

Understand
          I've been running
          In a thorny road just
          To witness you bloom,
          Every day I try to smile
          In the best way I can
          But you were too
          Endulged with someone else
          And it pains me to 
          Come back here and
          Make you feel my love
          Every now and then,
          I hate that I love you
          So much that I can't give up,
          You make me feel stupid
          Knocking on your door
          Knowing you won't answer
          And you won't open
          It for me but I still hope
          That someday you'll give
          Me a peek to what's inside,
          Understand that
          I just want you
          I'm madly in love with you
          And I'm taking a damn
          Big shot for you,
          I can't miss this chance
          It's all I have now,
          I know that you're scared
          I understand that
          you went to the ends of earth
          To give someone the most
          Beautiful flower but he
          Let it die with you,
          I understand that you
          Came back realizing
          All you had in return was
          A shattered heart
          Stomped on
          Afraid to try again,
          I truly understand
          But let me heal you
          Let me cure what's hurting you
          Now understand me too
          Please let me in
          So I'd be stronger
          Because you're letting
          Me die as well
          
          
          

Fuck you ex 

Fuck you ex 

It's been almost three months, but still. 

As I stare at your face
          And those black orbs I fell for
          Pain of the past
          Which I thought was gone
          Came piercing through me,
          Racing bullets, chasing
          I bled for cure
          As pain creeps deeply in me,
          Peeking at my window
          Watching you kiss her
          

I love you Prinze Rabanal II <3