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wattpad lu downgrade bangeet anjg, buat apa notif klo ga buat dapet update part baru/cerita baru cok? gmn sih ini developernya sakjiw
udah kapitalis bener
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aneh bgt jir ini wp, padahal dah kumasukin reading list
pas kucek langsung ke karyanya ga kecentang loh ya, aneh kali
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sebenarnya banyak sih yg belum kubaca, tp akhir2 ini agak milih2 tergantung mood muk baca yg mana (kebanyakan milihnya yg fresh dan end sih) tp kek jujur wkwk imma need take a break
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lmao i just figured out something
keknya selain karena aku ga banyak komen pas baca2 karya gitu ternyata alasan di balik ga banyak org2 promosi di wall ku gara2 aku venting dan yapping disini wkwk
jadi mau interupt keknyA sungkan blio2 ini WKWKW
maapkan akohhh
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wth wattpad for these features, there;s no privacy at all tbh
i cant enough for ts
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stressing again and can't do anything about that
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i think my mind is shifting goals
like talk พอแล้ว
at first it's like เมื่อก่อนเน้นการเรียน but now เหมือนเน้นเรื่องเงินไปแล้ว
fmy
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when someone asks me, then after u get thru dis whats u gonna do? I can't answer it ฉันตอบไม่ได้ ฉันก็ไม่มีคำตอบนั้น
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now im forcing to end this situations, and it get worse time by time cuz really it's based on my crazy decision just to get my parents happy:(
now i just rethink about my decision, is it really worth it?
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i remembered those old times, me and myself got so much dream together
like learn new languages and be an expert in it, go to another country to learn their cultures, capture it and save it, that's what i dream as an innocent one, it's really not มุ่งเน้นเรื่องเงิน just really idealist dream and simple one
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my nerves, my mind, my body, my feelings don't sync together
and the clock is ticking, the time getting wasted for nothing
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try anything, new environment, making lists, pressure alot harder, motivating with anything, drink vitamins,
none of them work, idk what's wrong with me lately
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after doing my thesis proposal defense, rasanya kek ya agak ringan, setelah melalui stress itu
it's not that bad, it's just my expectations that ghosted me every single day, and my cortisol went high because of that
yep, semoga tidak procrastinate berlebihan yh
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after calculating my expenses just for my thesis
it is so frustrating yet so expensive
costs for ethics, for consumption during the seminar, for souvenirs respondents, for transportation costs for kadernya if there are any.
where do i get this money from tho, kayanya beneran harus ikat pinggang jajan merch sama wts deh buat tambah2an:')
gada funding samsek literally biaya mandiri loh ya, gini nih yg ga keliatan matanya sama dosen2 itu selalu neken2 terus ga pernah soothing ataupun apapun itu, beda sm dospemku sih oknum itu ytta aja deh, udah lost respect udahan malash
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well moga aja banyak rejekinya ya, sekaligus kencang ikat pinggang dlu buat ikhtiar soal ini, moga aja diberikan lancar gitu aja deh
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procrastinated so bad, idk what to do
my brain doesn't wanna
but my logic is telling me to move
my body doesn't synchronize with everything