hiatus.

will be going on hiatus for some time due to family and health issues </3 i'll still be active on discord so you can always talk to me there (@hv.seunq)
          
          — ayako (03.10.25)

apologies for my rant slash crash out or wtv it’s been a hard day and i fear i have tormented my friends enough w family drama 

bitches (dads side of the fam) keeps yapping ab the way my mom raised us like shut the fawk awp i hate march first w a PASSION dawg bro he left my mom like a PUSSY at least my mom was THERE holy shat buckets god dayum i’m glad i only see them a few times a yr and not my dad standing there not defending my mom like once upon a time you loved her so can you act like it i genuinely hate these mother fuckers SO MUCH LORD and why do they think they can comment on every little single fucking thing god DAMN
          
          thank you. </3

“i hear your music” and your ears are behind blessed

i HATE coming up w the cast bro. i do in fact reuse castings if they’re not in the same universe and what ab it

when we lost our stepdad but my mother lost the only person who understood her :( 

haiii wanna be friendz?

wdym 07 is 18

when i try to beat the weird girl allegations but y si fuera ella comes on

trigger warning: this message contains ed
          
          
          
          
          
          i’m so late but this week is in fact national eating disorder awareness week, and as someone who has experienced the impact of an eating disorder firsthand, i know just how deeply it can affect you. it’s not just about food—it’s about control, identity, and how you see yourself in the world. an eating disorder can make you feel isolated, misunderstood, and trapped in a cycle of shame and self-criticism. the mental and emotional toll can be overwhelming, and recovery is rarely a straightforward path.
          
          eating disorders come in many forms, each with its own set of challenges, but they all stem from deep-rooted struggles with self-worth and external pressures, whether from society, family, or personal experiences. but recovery is possible, and reaching out for help is a powerful first step. it’s crucial to remember that no one has to face this battle alone.
          
          if you are struggling, i want you to know that i am here for you. in case you need someone to talk to, don’t hesitate to reach out. you're not alone, and i am always here to listen and support you in any way i can.
          
          love from,
          ayako ♥️