@hxneylovexxx
I fear each time I see Annaka I fall for her more. I’m so heartbroken trlh is canceled like couldn’t they make a Christmas special for the end of the year to finish the whole year off yk
@hxneylovexxx real all i want for Christmas is her (y is it that every girl i've crushed on had a name starting with "A" it's just wut happens)
How many aura points am I losing when I keep texting the same girl who I write my recent chapters about….
If ygs are interested, there’s this one girl right so I kept leaving her in delivered because I’m obviously annoyed yk like I don’t wanna hear “my ex used to” like what girl wants to hear that so I try changing the topic but it always comes back to that. And it’s worse when I act all happy and type like “it’s okayyyy” like bitch it’s not ok and while she was talking abt all that my eyes where tearing tf up but I don’t wanna cry about it what’s the point of crying. The she acts like nothings wrong and is like “we’re gonna get married have four kids” and shit like that and it’s basically love bombing and I realize that but then I always reply back in a second and then I get left on delivered for over ten/20/30 minutes and sometimes even an hour. I realize what I do and it’s so dumb but I don’t wanna stop yk because I start feeling bad and when she replies all dry I apologize over and over because I think it’s my faul even though it’s not. And it’s even worse when she’s like “I’ve missed you” or “I was thinking about you”
But when I act dry she leaves me on delivered for so long and then she’s like “what’s wrong with you?” WHATS WRONG WITH ME. You that’s what happened you. And it makes me feel worse because I think I’m actually the problem until I actually think about the situation which gets my brain hurting.
And when she says all those nice stuff the next second she’s like “oh I can pull” “ima go look for someone” and play it off as a joke so I say “good for you” and she’s like “yeahhh” she doesn’t even console me even when I act dry but when I mess up I own up to that shit and do what I can to make sure she isn’t repliying dry and forgives me. Last night she was acting like that and guess what I did, I looked at the messages for long and lost my appetite and was so close to throwing up and my mood was killed. I smiled but my eyes were fucking watering. INFRONT OF MY FAMILY. Thats so embarrassing and okay maybe it’s not that serious but for me it is and it SUCKS. Even worse when she brings up how even her friends want her. Like okay??? Keep it to yourself. I keep things to myself because I respect and have boundaries so I just be like “anyways” and move on. But her, no, she always brings it up then she calls me “bud” and I’m like “what’s wrong” and whenever she acts dry I get it out of her
HELP ANYONE ASAP I JUST OUTTED MYSELF ON ACCIDENT, I SENT MY FRIED A SS AND FORGOT THE GIRL IM TALKING TO USED THE GIRL SHRUG EMOJI NOOOOOOOO IM DONE FOR
@AdiremMerida3 ITS OKAY ITS OKAY GANG HONESTLY SOME GUYS USE THE GIRL SHRUG EMOJI (if u rlly don’t want them to know just use that excuse)
ANNAKAS POST SUFFOCATED ME IN A GOOD WAYYYY
Everything I write is based on what I feel so enjoy x
YOU WRITE SO WELL, I NEED YOU TO WRITE MORE
@KNZ045 IM DOING OKAYY ITS AND THEY AREEEE THEY HURT LIKE A BITCH BUT WE’LL GET THROUGH IT
