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i'm so tired guys i'm slowly losing sleep at night, i have nothing to live for.... i just feel..trapped in this bubble of depression, anxiety, non-slumber and more and...and i'm just........done with........no sleep, rarely even eating but i plan on trying to eat the but sometime i'm never hunger and i'm not hungry right now, i just don't wanna spend the rest of my life worrying about people not loving me...at this point in life i just wanna...die and i'm sorry to say this but in my dreams, i have to kill myself just to find out what the after life is like and i'm sorry if i leave you all alone i know i'm better off "happy in a wonderful healthy relationship with the guy/girl i love" but i don't want that to happen i am in a school where they demand students but be well behaved on field trips to places you barely wanna go on ao what's the point of all this? we are living in a world that demands that girls must be beautiful, smart and fucking propery of the guy they are dating like that shit makes no sense what so ever we are human beings we should all try and BE FUCKING FAIR...but that dumbass shit isn't gonna fucking happen we should all jsut kill ourselves cuz appearently you all think LGBTQ+ should just be like a normal person i have to pervent myself from telling you all i'm fucking bi and happy to be, so fucking what? let me be happy i'm fucking tired and depressed, i'm losing intrest in dating, i'm starting to hate friendship and i'm just don't want food it's better off if someone posons something and gives it to me at least then ill be fucking happy i can- just fucking bye