bhavya

I wish that someday you see this message Jieun. I love you. You were my only friend. Those days when we used to talk for hours are gone. I didn't leave this account just because it was the only hope of mine that we will talk again, perhaps someday. 
          
          You don't know how nights I cried, how lonely I felt, I bad I wanted to end this all however I couldn't. You were my little sister, and that fact will never change. No matter who are u, where are u from, it doesn't matter to me. Just please talk to me Jieun. 
          
          I assure you I would never judge you. The thing because of which we first met, you remember. It was Sookook. Our common intrest. This year maybe in month of august, blackpink would disband. After some years bts maybe also. They'll perhaps find someone. 
          
          We don't know if sookook will be real Or not. But it doesn't matter to me Ji eun because I got you because of it. And it is enough for me. Those moments were the most precious thing which I will always remember. 
          
          But I still wish you read this and message me. Only for once. I am ready to wait for you. Even it mean some more fucking years of wait. 
          
          Love you 
          Iris brown
          (Shikha) my real name