hyakuya_trash

HI ! 
          	
          	it's been a while but i have recently thought of a new story depicting a fantastical novel about a Mist Witch ? 
          	
          	Interested to learn more ? Find the 'The Mist Witch of the East' on my profile. Any votes or comments are appreciated. 
          	
          	The first chapter has been released for you to get a feel of the book!

hyakuya_trash

HI ! 
          
          it's been a while but i have recently thought of a new story depicting a fantastical novel about a Mist Witch ? 
          
          Interested to learn more ? Find the 'The Mist Witch of the East' on my profile. Any votes or comments are appreciated. 
          
          The first chapter has been released for you to get a feel of the book!

hyakuya_trash

So... I have been thinking... 
          
          
          I haven't been active here at all because I'm on AMINO a lot. It's an app/website for BTS army. I have been writing there, but mostly one-shots about BTS ships. 
          
          When i have enough, do you think i should publish them here as a one-shot book?? 
          
          Comment yes or no in the comments!! 

hyakuya_trash

Hey my lovelies!! 
          
          I'm so sorry for seeming dead here. But I'm not! I'm doing so much better than before ❤ 
          
          I'm happy to say that an update to 'No Way But Down' is around the block! Finally... 
          
          I couldn't focus on my writing at all and decided to stop. I nearly gave up, but a friend of mine who I met online has given me courage and told me not to give up on my life. 
          
          It will be up hopefully by Tomorrow. Stay tuned!! 
          
          ~Lots of Love, Your Depressed Author ❤

hyakuya_trash

I can't take it. . . I'm going insane. . . 
          
          I can't think anymore, yet, I can't stop. I want to breathe but I don't have the energy. 
          
          I want to make everything stop in my life. I just want to disappear. But I can't.
          
          Whenever I stop, more thoughts break my train of thoughts, sending it crashing into the ocean. I feel so broken, alone. Nothing is helping me; not my family, not reading, nor just listening to music. 
          
          Everything's making me sick. I can't eat well, I can't sleep well. I'm breaking apart and no one is realising. 
          
          I've been trying to answer messages from people and I want to get help from them, but I also want to isolate myself from every human being out there. 
          
          I hate leaving the house, I hate having to wake up from a dream, even if it's a nightmare. Because the thoughts will start again, the pain—mentally, physically and emotionally—starts again. . .Just the presence of my best friend seems to lift my spirits. 
          
          I keep hearing voices in my head; some familiar and some not. They tell me things, useless things and I hate it. I want to isolate myself from. . . Myself. 
          
          I'm not living, just existing. 

hyakuya_trash

@YouTuber208 the Bible part means that David made a city (duh) and finished it off by making a church for god, so they can worship him and give gifts. What David said means that the Levites chose to carry the word of God and spread it around because they were chosen. Then, he spread the word and brought Israel together so they could worship God and build his kingdom. Then, in charge, he put the children of Aaron, Levites and the sons of kohath, Uriel and the other brothers. 
            
            I didn't know that phobia.  I know many though; fear of old men, Fear of falling in love, fear of love, fear of trees and so on.
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hyakuya_trash

@YouTuber208 it's okay, I appreciate it. My mum took away everything from me, electronical and physical. She's insulting my friends and saying that I'm just like my father. If I was my father, I would've ran away from home a long damn time ago. I just can't wait to buy that damn apartment with my best friend so I can move out of this hell hole.  
            Thank you. Lots of Love, Your Lost Author ❤
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