Natalie

Please come back to Lemonade I really love it!! is so unique

Hi. Hope that you’re ok. 

Hi guys!
          
          I just wanted to let you all know I’m probably gonna be posting late this week, I caught cooties (covid) and I can’t stay awake long enough to finish the chapter. I’m mostly fine, just extremely tired and achy. Time has been a blur because I’ve just been sleeping, I didn’t even realize tomorrow is Sunday until like 4 hours ago lmao. I’ve been trying to write but I don’t wanna force it and make it come out crappy because this next chapter leads into some good ones, I want to make it as good as I possibly can but I have like no brain power right now. Other than being tired and achy, all I really have is a cough and I lost my sense of smell and I’m INSANELY HOT to the point it feels like my skin is melting but otherwise I’m good. I’ll post when I can, and hopefully by next week I should be better! I hope at least lol because my birthday is Wednesday and it would suck balls to not only be quarantined by myself but to still feel like shit on my birthday haha
          
          Hope you’re all good, stay safe out there because pretty much every single person I know has covid right now.
          
          Also, I must add, losing your sense of smell is legitimately the weirdest fucking symptom ever. I cannot smell anything at all. Not even strong ass perfume, not Lysol, not candles, not soap, not food… n o t h i n g at all. Not even a little bit. I was laughing my ass off when I first realized it because I sprayed perfume and spent a half hour sniffing my arm trying to smell it and it’s just not there. Couldn’t believe it, because I didn’t think it would go away completely to the point that even strong scents are just nonexistent. Weird as fuck.
          
          I can still taste, though! It’s dulled a little bit, likely because I have no sense of smell, but I can taste and that’s all that matters.

HI I JUST WANNA LET EVERYONE KNOW I’M LIVING AND I’M SORRY I HAVEN’T POSTED IN LIKE 2 MONTHS
          
          I took a BIG break kinda totally unplanned and I’m sorry for just vanishing into thin air without saying much. That was very… not cool of me. I honestly just felt embarrassed to sit here and make false promises or come up with excuses for why I’ve been absent, or why there’s another late update or whatever. I also just didn’t wanna post garbage I wasn’t happy with.
          
          I’m going to get back into the swing of things, I really need to sit down and focus. I’ve just had a bunch of things going on, but I’m not going to sit here and draw my explanation out with a bunch of garble, I’m just going to be honest. I’m tired and burnt out. From everything, just life in general, and unfortunately my writing took the biggest hit. I’m really sorry about that, it truthfully wasn’t intentional. I’ve sat down to write a hundred times and could only get like 3 words written before I’d give up bc I’m so distracted. 
          
          I’m going to take some time (I know, more time… sorry) to gather my thoughts, piece them together, and get started again. Sorry for the unexpected intermission.
          
          I WILL be back! (Not this Sunday, but soon)
          
          Thank you for everything, and thanks to the people who’ve reached out to check in on me. I’m here! Just kind of ashamed of myself lowkey lol

Hello friends ❤️
          
          I’ve been living off allergy medication all week, the trees are hurting me. I’ve been ridiculously tired and couldn’t stay awake most of the week so I fell behind on writing lol. No update tomorrow, but I promise I’ll be back! I just need a short break, sorry! 

Hiiiiiiiii ❤️
          
          Tomorrow’s update will be late (again, sorry) because I re-read what I had and it’s ✨hot garbage✨ so I’m re-writing it because absolutely no piece of me wants to post shitty chapters. Especially this next chapter, I want it to be  and  and  and  in all the right ways. Like I said before, I’m struggling to get my mind in the writing headspace, but I really don’t want that to show through in my work. I want to post something I feel is worth reading, and what I had was just... not good enough. Sorry, but also simultaneously you’re welcome because I have no intention of wasting your time by posting a steaming pile of shit for an update lol
          
          Part of me is thinking of taking a week off to catch up? I’m not sure yet, but I want to make this good. I will try my best! Now I’m off to write some fluffy cutesy yumminess, goodnight!

Hello guys, gals, and non-binary pals. Just wanted to give a quick update and let everyone know there won’t be an update first thing Sunday morning, I’ve been caught up in some other things and trying to finish writing the draft has been going not-so-great. If you follow me on Twitter, you probably already know why.
          
          Basically to put it short I physically can not stop crying because my bird is sick and I can’t stop thinking about it
          
          Sounds dramatic but like
          
          I am dramatic
          
          I’ll post the update as soon as it’s ready, and I’m sorry for being late. I’m just... mentally not doing great and I’ve honestly been valuing my time with him more than writing, for obvious reasons. I try to prioritize this but sometimes it just doesn’t work, and I definitely, definitely feel like my mental health in general has taken a huge toll on my writing overall for the past several months and it’s frustrating. Even when I want to, my brain can’t. This sounds like a huge excuse lmao but it’s the truth. I want to write, I promise, just sometimes life gets in the way.
          
          Sorry again, I hope to get the update up by Sunday evening/Monday morning. I’m like a quarter of the way done but I just had an hour long mental breakdown so we’ll see how the rest goes.
          
          There’s a reason Aubry loved parrots. Because I love parrots. I love my parrots, they’re widdle and cute and special and mine 

Hi, guys! So I’ve been having some SERIOUS internet connection issues at my house for the last week. I can’t load anything, which means I haven’t been able to get online to reach my files, which means I can’t get to any of my drafts. My computer is basically a paperweight rn, idk what’s going on with my shit ass wifi situation and no one can figure out what’s wrong, but basically what I’m trying to say is I haven’t been able to write all week. Everything I have is stored online and I can’t get to it other than the tiny excerpts I have saved to my phone. (I’ve learned my lesson now, SAVE THINGS TO YOUR HARD DRIVE FOLKS)
          
          So... that was the long-winded version of this very short message: there very likely won’t be an update on Sunday. However, I promise to have it out as soon as I possibly can. I won’t even wait until the following Sunday, whenever my internet connection is back I’ll work as quickly as I can to get an update out. Sorry! I’ll take any complaints and forward them directly to Comcast Xfinity.
          
          Not gonna lie, I’ve been so bored too. I’m annoyed. I hate it here.
          
          

I’m sorry, this feels a little embarrassing but I’ve been searching and searching for a book I loved, I think it was called “Mine”. It was about a girl who lives in her family’s vacation house for the summer. Her bothers best friend it Harry Styles so she sees him a lot but they don’t like each o there. She has a boyfriend who that summer begins to abuse her but her and Harry begin to fall in love and he halls her out of the situation. During the story they do a bunch of romantic things and he ends up taking her virginity. That was a brief summary or the story I’m looking for and I think the girls name was Brook. If you are the author and have taken it down or know where I can find it, please let me know. Thank you, sorry for the bother. 

My new book titled, “Lemonade,” will be premiering tomorrow morning at 9 a.m. EST. Keep your eyes peeled, ya girl is back on her bullshit again