we see from the distance, our goals and dreams we have yet need to achieve. we run, we sacrifice or efforts for those certain things. along the process, you began to feel tired, next, you feel unmotivated then listless, you finally fell on the verge of giving up everything, and all of it.
but something, just something within you, something pushed you, past the verge, over your fails, and made you strive again.
it was painful, your journey was hectic. from time to time, you look back at the changes you, and your life had made throughout the years. tears and laughter may revolve but an unknown feeling still exists between those two.
this is not the end, and there is more to overcome. i may not love, have trust in myself, but i'm doing this for the sake of the only thing i've ever wanted for myself. to do what i want to without so much barriers from it.
lastly, for this present day, i'm not asking much to be happy, i just want them to stay beside me. i just want to see them for now, before our permanent good byes.
