Just__a__Shipper

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The world hates me I'm sure of it... I swear I'm having what feels like a midlife crisis except I'm only turning 18, but I have constant anxiety leading up to my birthday and i nearly cried when I saw the numbers "1" and "8" next to each other on my birthday cake, and it finally sunk in like a week ago that I'm about to be a real adult with real life big problems like taxes and stuff, and I can't even focus enough to get 1 of my 8 overdue assisnments done... I also realized "oh shit, time is ACTUALLY passing, I used to be 5 years old and now I'm 18 in 2 days???" and it made me realize I AM going to die some day and I'm petrified, I am also terrified of getting a real job because I have what my sister calls a "possum brain mindset" (google owl brain watchdog brain possum brain) and I'm constantly afraid about things like getting kidnapped or killed by a coworker or customer or some shit and do I need to think like that??? hell no but I can't stop, and lowkey I feel like i might have ocd but im not sure... on top of that Handong, Dami and Gahyun left DC Company, the only bright things in my life rn are that they are still OT7 DC, Siteon gets a rock band (if I understood correctly, best believe I'll be streaming), and JIU SUA AND YOOHYEON SUBUNIT!!! AND!!!! THE 2 BOOKS I LOVE ON HERE ARE COMING BACK!!!!! Oh yeah on that note I'm also scared I'll be alone foever haha... haha... I'm so lucky I got good elementary school and middle school education because since covid my lifes been pretty fucked, I fr havent had long interactions in person with anyone not in my immediate family since pretty much 2020... anyways okay bye

hyejumyworld

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I need to just get this shit out of my clipboard before my sister kidnaps my phone to get a real phone plan tonight (our internet is SHIT) https://archiveofourown.org/works/57378505/chapters/157269976#workskin https://archiveofourown.org/series/3215916 https://archiveofourown.org/works/55894585/chapters/160130935#workskin https://archiveofourown.org/works/55734223/chapters/147362008#workskin https://archiveofourown.org/works/62507152/chapters/161047039#workskin https://archiveofourown.org/works/61882669/chapters/160734487#workskin https://archiveofourown.org/works/62305000/chapters/161146987#workskin https://archiveofourown.org/works/62032657/chapters/158855908#workskin no judgement please if you see this, i got sad when i learned BOTH my favorite Fleur AND Rosalie books got deleted on here and I went on a reading rampage please dont look at those

hyejumyworld

No worst day ever, I just learned that SlayCGirlsItsGoinDown is one character too long to be my user :(

hyejumyworld

@Ko-Yurim-Simp should I stay Ko-Yurim-Simp or should I become SlayCGirlsItGoinDown?
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