hypomanicpanic

hiya friendz

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can’t believe i’ve been in the supernatural fandom since i was 12 and i haven’t seen a single edit with dean winchester and i’m in love with my car by queen, aka the cursed b side to end all cursed b sides. i’m disappointed

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one of the stories in my top 10 got taken down :( i mean, it’s been a while since that happened but i really want to reread it but i can’t now. also bummed cause now there’s only 9 stories in my top 10 reading list. it’s not getting replaced though. the original author said she’d upload it but that update was from years ago and there’s still nothing

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It’s leap year. Last leap year i was a 13 year old in middle school and I remember wondering about where my life might be by the next one. I was particularly shocked when i realized that I’d be 17 and about to be in college, and that was really crazy to me cause at the time i didn’t even know where i was gonna go to highschool. My message to me of last leap year is that i’m not actually going to college (or qualifying to) or doing the any of the cool high schooler stuff i thought I’d be doing by this leap year, but what i am doing today getting over sickness induced by my body starting to shut down after accidentally testing my limits of stress and how long i can stay awake, and feeling hopeless cause i cant keep any food down and i have to stay in bed even today though my mind is telling me that there’s a bunch of stuff i should be doing even though I probably wouldn’t do them if i could. Plus there’s nothing to do right now on Netflix or wattpad and i feel like in order to be ok today as a minimum i need some coffee and maybe some gummy candy but i have neither of those things. So, 13 year old me, eat your heart out