I feel so numb rn, Im disheartened and hurt and I'm still in denial about this whole event. My prayers go out to Shawols and the other members. I didnt know SHINee or Jonghyun as well as I wanted to and I dont think I can even remotely relate to Shawols because I don't feel like a real fan. However, I loved their music and the fact that they where able to make it this far. I really wish this was all just a dream and I could wake up. You did well, Jonghyun.