meowwminnie
Hello my darling!! How’s life treating you? Just checking in <33
hyunjinslonglostwife
hyunjinslonglostwife
I’m not an anxious person, never been an overthinker. I always take it easy and don’t like stressing myself out. At the end of the day, no one’s infinite nor perfect. That’s what I live by.
But today a strange thing happened. I felt so uneasy it was actually scary. No one was at home—we all live together my family and I, it’s a spacious house don’t get me wrong, we all fit lol. But today was so quiet so suddenly, even the sound of our housekeepers wasn’t there.
So the feeling of being alone kind of got to me. I don’t know if what I experienced was getting anxious..but my heart was so not okay and my mind was aching and I felt nauseous.
What I’m trying to get to is that my heart goes out to all the people with anxiety/panic disorder. I can’t imagine what living day by day is and what struggles you might face but just remember to stop and breathe, remind yourself of peace and time. I know I’m probably the last person to talk about it, but I just wanted to reach out having experienced mildly what could be someone else’s daily life.
hyunjinslonglostwife
@AseiABish to be honest here, i don’t think prescriptions actually help because it’s all about the mind and spirit you know? I don’t like depending on such and so it’s okay if your parents refuse to take you to a doctor, you can just use the advices you gave me. But if it’s any serious, I hope you feel better sooner than later
AseiABish
@hyunjinslonglostwife For me it's the exact opposite, for some reason when I get panic attacks, which happened yesterday at my friend's house, it's the exact opposite, like it feels like everything around me is moving while I'm standing/sitting still but my mom just refuses to take me to a doctor get me diagnosed with an anxiety disorder because apparently I can just stop or something, but overall, something that helps me is like a soft hum or background noise instead of dead silence so maybe turn on the air conditioner or a fan?
hyunjinslonglostwife
Anyone interested in The Ace season 2?
I was just editing it before re-publishing and realized how good it really is, no humbling needed.
leebit_wins
@hyunjinslonglostwife okie, usually i can tell dw i think im just not in the right mindset
hyunjinslonglostwife
@leebit_wins nah just stating how funny the situation is irl it’s hard to tell if I’m sarcastic or not, so I guess through the screen is even harder lol
hyunjinslonglostwife
I had two exams today back to back. How fun is that (!) one was about effects of obligations and the second about labor law. But for a final, it was easy, I feel glad that it went by smoothly, unlike whatever midterms were... Let’s all hope that I get good results !!
Anyways, I’ll be making some time to republish The Ace, so look forward to it tonight or whatever timezone you guys are in <333
hyunjinslonglostwife
@artinvisual thank youuuu. You deserve the same validation honestly. Let’s stay strong and not let studying take us out (literally)
hyunjinslonglostwife
@zoeyrainxo_ i can’t feel my fingers at all but still I devoured with naming those articles lol
AseiABish
IM FINISHING SCHOOL IN 2 DAYS THIS IS LIKE MY LAST DAY OF ELEMENTARY SCHOOL IM SO HAPPY BUT YOU BEST BELIVE ILL BE BAWLING MY EYES OUT
hyunjinslonglostwife
@AseiABish Ayyy lessgo future preparatory schooler or middle schooler or whatever system you follow <333
hyunjinslonglostwife
One thing that pisses me off is whenever they give you an example but use letters like x y z instead of names and actual settings. LIKE NO give me a back story man..
You already provided the whole rule!! So whenever you say “FOR EXAMPLE” I need an actual example with an actual scenario tf??
I’m so pissed right now bc of studying discharge of obligations but with horrible examples given.. had to remind myself that I chose this major (╥﹏╥)
hyunjinslonglostwife
@leebit_wins awwww. I can invite you guys anytime ! It would be so cool to have a party with lots of stays. Like imagine how much people there would be
leebit_wins
@hyunjinslonglostwife is okie, think about being so rich that you can take the whole stay gang to a concert lol. goals ya know hehe
hyunjinslonglostwife
Hello hello hello,
For those concerned about my books, don’t worry I’m republishing The Ace once again as soon as I get some time on my hands this week.
As for First Sight, I might have to postpone it due to the low votes. Please do understand <3
+ I ended up registering for 2 electives this summer, so no vacation for me. All this just to have an easier -spring/fall- semester.
sigh..my brain just functions differently.
artinvisual
@hyunjinslonglostwife :(( you're a sweetheart and YES. YOU CAN HAVE ME HERE IF YOU POST THEM
kang_haerim
You got the Hot Potato! Pass the potato to 15 of your friends in 8 days or else you will get extremely bad luck. (No pass backs, just copy and paste and send to your friends). This started in Walthamstow, London, try to spread it around the world.
Do not be the one to stop this chain and end this...
GO!
leebit_wins
Alsooo hru?? U died for so long
hyunjinslonglostwife
@leebit_wins Did i disappear? I’m just living idk. I should update on here too about my life then. But you keep making people smile and feel good with your books <33
leebit_wins
Gurl where'd ur stories go??