Your light is my darkness, your life is my death, I'm not a pessimist, only the light hurts me, I'm not crazy, I see people's pain, I see their darkness, I see their darkness, which is worse than mine, but that's why people call you crazy, how pathetic, the only crazy people in this world are crazy other than the people who don't call themselves crazy but hurt others. There is no you now, I look like a lonely short-lived butterfly, a butterfly in the dark