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loving me is suicide

everything becomes blurry. i cant remember what i did two hours ago. but it feels like not even ten minutes passed since those two hours. when did my siblings get ready for bed? i completely missed it. did i sleep? what did i do? why cant i remember anything 

i feel like i am becoming way to toxic. 

i want to rip my skin off. i want to scratch the flesh off my bones. i want to burn it. me.

school depression is hitting in even though its still christmas holidays. this school semester is going to be nothing but hell. seriously doubting if i'll survive.  

                
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HAPPY NEW YEAR ML <33 

i took what i hated and made it a part of me
          and now you've become a part of me
          (you'll always be my fear)
          
          linkin park my besties (i cant sleep and my brain is full of shit it might explode and i have a headache and i kinda wanna die my thoughts are full of her)

MERRY CHRISTMAS POOKS

you know your story hits hard when people start thinking the characters will kill each other lol