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i'm ashamed to admit that i've been in a severe writer's block for the last month. 
          
          every time i look at my drafts literally nothing comes to mind, and that's really made me doubt whether i'm a good writer at all, which did not help. 
          i've reached the decision to take down 'dawn' and rewrite it. right now i feel like i'm just dragging things, and while that's okay for a book, this is wattpad. i'm also frustrated at having so many good ideas but then telling myself i have to write this whole arc first before i get to that part, which really kills my motivation. i felt the same way for 'terms and conditions' as well, but fortunately i've only got a chapter left before i get past the 'character backstories' arc and get to the real plot i've been burying underneath worldbuilding and unnecessary lore.
          
          to be honest, i've only started out this year and i lowkey know no one irl who writes fanfic T-T. however writing has always been a hobby of mine, and i'd really hate to forget about it and disappoint people who have actually enjoyed my work, so i'll put in more effort to publish chapters!
          
          fyi: i'm not sure what to do with my already published chapters of 'dawn', since i'm shifting the timeline entirely, so i'll do a 2-week grace period of keeping the current chapters before removing them. for anyone who actually enjoyed them: maybe you'll see them again in a one-shot spinoff?
          
          stay safe & stay happy <3
          cece

being in so many fandoms is both a blessing and a curse. sincerely, a fanfic writer ;-; 

sophia on hiatus for the same reason as manon... hybe is in shambles. im so worried for katseye, all my girls deserve sm better

rest in peace mina. my thoughts and prayers go to her family and friends. 
          
          it's truly disappointing to see how obsession with men who, mind you, have no idea you exist as an individual, can lead to such disregard for humanity. and it's just sad that it takes something as serious as this for heartless engenes to look inward and realise they've crossed an irreversible line. 
          
          if anyone wants to talk or vent, i'm here. don't ever let someone tell you you're dramatic for being empathetic in these kinds of situations. and if this brings any of y'all comfort, there's always at least one person out there who's worrying for you, even if they might not know you at all. stay safe everyone <3

hii

my feed is just hptok again (╥﹏╥) is this a sign to get out my 2021 drafts...

woke up this morning and found out heeseung has adhd WHILE taking my adhd meds. i'm so glad he's opened up about it and it's amazing i relate .ᐟ.ᐟ

the sin:bliss but it was once the sin:vanish (╥﹏╥)

HEESEUNG COMEBACK 22.06 OH WE ARE SO READYY ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)

hi i was stalking ur carrd and I gotta ask, who do u support in f1!!