iLOVE_ACORNs

Ultimate goal: meet bts before the day comes 

iLOVE_ACORNs

Hey guys this is my first time writing an update status about myself I know that no one is gonna read this but i wanna express my feelings in some kind of way and I think this is the best option..I’ve been struggling for the past week about a really deep matter and I can’t get through it I feel that I’m not good enough and I often compare myself to others which is wrong in many different ways but for some reason I can’t grasp the feeling of being good at something because I never was good at anything whether it’s my studies or daily life even thought I have friends they don’t understand me because they’re good at everything they don’t feel the pain I’m going through..I’m that kind of person that jokes around and laughs a lot and my emotions do show on my face when I’m sad or mad..I always blame myself for being stupid and the fact that I’m writing this while crying it just shows how sad of a person I am..I’m in my senior year of high school it’s a year where the best of you need to make a big appearance because that’s gonna determine your future and in my case I dont like the fact that I need to work hard  because even if I did my best nothing will come out good..I hope I can change these thoughts about myself...bts helped get through hard times and tbh I thank them from my bottom of my heart...that’s why they’re the only people that understood my in some kind of way I know they’ve gone through hardships that was worst and at some point they dealt with depression but now they’re different they’re fresh they’ve a opened a new chapter in their life’s and I’m trying to do the same thing..and I don’t have the motivation to do it...WAIT WHaT FUCKK i just scrolled up I didn’t think that I would right an essay okay enough about me tell about you..