iLoveCatsAndMire

⟟   ⌰⍜⎐⟒   ⏁⍙⍜   ⏁⟟⋔⟒!!!

taught myself how to tie a noose (just if it gets bad again. not doing it yet. things are getting better, but im trying not to be hopeful!!!!!!)

imma try to recite normal people things from memory 
          
          
          panic attack
          
          the backing track
          
          a background hum
          
          for cerebellum 
          
          ?????
          
          oh what a blessing
          
          to meet someone like youuuuuuUu
          
          with eyes
          
          as dead
          
          as mine
          
          its fine
          
          its normal people things
          
          just to 
          
          lie here in silence 
          
          (sick ass solo)
          
          ????
          
          YOU WIPE THE MAKEUP OFF MY NECK
          
          THAT I WAS USING TO HIDE THE 
          
          STUBBLE RASH I GAVE MYSELF
          
          WHILE SHAVING
          
          YES ITS PROBABLY A RAZOR THING 
          
          BUT HONESTLY ITS HARMLESS
          
          AND I REFUSE TO LET THE
          
          SEN-SE-TIVE
          
          SKIN
          
          WIN!!!
          
          
          
          HOLD YOUR BREATHHH
          
          TO YOUR CHESTTT
          
          I'LL MAKE ITT
          
          WORTH THE WAIIIITTTTT
          
          JUST COME BACK AND
          
          SEE ME

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vent (tw: sh, suicidal ideation, my dad)
          
          
          
          i legit might try to od soon with everything going on. my dad wont stop drinking, my mom yells a lot, ive been cutting evryday, i just cant do ts anymore, i recently found out that im aroace and i have a partner. lwk only staying alive for like 1 person that doesnt even need me

Hewwo!^^ It's been a long time since i last saw ya..How have you been? For me, i've been stressed out lately.. due to school works and choresQ^Q

lwk might do it soon
          
          im not doing ok pls help

when its been one of those days for weeks

juiffvjhh(jhbjhbkhnkjn school sux ass

why are days slower after all-nighters?
          
          hell starts tomorrow, wish me luck *dies*