iMma_WeIrd_PeRsoN

I heard a lyric once, "It's hard to see heaven when you know you're hell bound." I think of all us gays out there who are ok with our outcome after death. We already know we're going to hell, but we try to make it sound like a fun and exciting time. Most of us haven't thought about what heaven might be like, because we all know there's no chance that we will be going there. Hell, some of us don't even want to know what heaven could be, because if they do find out they'll wish that they could just be disappointed with an impossible outcome. Then there is the gays who don't want believe in heaven and hell, because they're so afraid of the possibilities that they might burn for the fact that they chose to love and not hate. So we gays never look up to see what heaven could be like, or if we had a chance. We gave up hope and made the best out of a terrible situation. That's what makes us stronger than the rest, our ability to rise up even through the darkest days.

iMma_WeIrd_PeRsoN

I heard a lyric once, "It's hard to see heaven when you know you're hell bound." I think of all us gays out there who are ok with our outcome after death. We already know we're going to hell, but we try to make it sound like a fun and exciting time. Most of us haven't thought about what heaven might be like, because we all know there's no chance that we will be going there. Hell, some of us don't even want to know what heaven could be, because if they do find out they'll wish that they could just be disappointed with an impossible outcome. Then there is the gays who don't want believe in heaven and hell, because they're so afraid of the possibilities that they might burn for the fact that they chose to love and not hate. So we gays never look up to see what heaven could be like, or if we had a chance. We gave up hope and made the best out of a terrible situation. That's what makes us stronger than the rest, our ability to rise up even through the darkest days.

iMma_WeIrd_PeRsoN

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I'm done with trying to make friends or making friends accidentally. Everytime I make friends it's always someone who wants to start an argument. It's always someone who's toxic. No matter how nice they always seem they stab me in the back. I'm sticking with the friends I have for a while. I can't take anymore of the lying or arguing. I can't take anymore of people taking advantage of me. Friendship is supposed to be about caring and companionship but no one gives a shit about that anymore.

iMma_WeIrd_PeRsoN

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I've heard a lot of guys say "I'm ok with girls being gay but not guys" 
          
          1. That makes y'all look like perverted dumbasses
          
          2. Stop being insecure with ur sexuality and let people live their own life please shut the fuck up

iMma_WeIrd_PeRsoN

I hate liking people. I hate the idea that I could be in love with someone who doesn't like me. It makes me feel vulnerable, like you spend so much time building up walls so your heart doesn't get broken and then one person comes along and they all fall apart. I hate that I can't tell if I like or love and I hate that I still like the person knowing there's a 80% chance they don't like me. Love is a beautiful thing but it's angering and confusing. I hate how movies and TV shows portray that if you like a person they like you back. It doesn't work like that. It's sad but it's life and I hate it.