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sending love to all the Americans out there. please know this doesn't mean the end, there were still small victories and the rest of us stand with you and offer you as much support as possible.
          
          ps I am working on another chapter of Pendulum, I've just been really busy with university, but it's coming.

i swear y'all, an update for pendulum is coming, i'm just focusing on my baccalaureat exams right now, but end of june comes around i'll be done with school. i'll have a summer job, but there'll be no homework obviously, i'll have weekends free and evenings too, so i should be able to update more- i hate not being able to write

anyone else kinda pissed about the upcoming deletion of Wattpad's private messaging feature? I didn't use it often but it's still really useful when relevant

it's been a month since i last updated pendulum and i'm just really sad because it's probably gonna be another month or two before i can (baccalaureat exams start in two weeks for me and continue into late june, so i'm spending most of my time nowadays studying)

i keep rewriting chapter 18 and it's pissing me off so much- i just can't write it well- and i keep changing my mind about its contents-

to literally anyone in any kind of relationship (romantic, platonic, familial, etc.) keep an eye out for the warning signs, do your research and keep yourself safe and happy. the good parts don't always outweigh the bad. be aware of that.

contacted wattpad about the banner and they were super vague and shit and said they'd resolve it but didn't know when, so i guess for now, we're stuck with the weird and bad version because i can't fix it personally- sobbing bc i worked hard on the background and it doesn't even work

FUCKING FINALLY- MOCK EXAMS DONE- now i have two weeks on holiday, so first order of business is fixing my fucking banner, then i'm updating pendulum and then we'll see i guess

OKAYYYY FIRST EXAM DONE AND DUSTED- tomorrow is history geography and i've barely studied- help. also i've been watching season 7 of taskmaster because I fucking love James Acaster, and it's making me want to do a fanfic for him because there's literally none anywhere, but I also just don't know how I would write it and it's pissing me off-

I have 5h20 of mock exams per day, for five days in a row, starting this monday, and instead of studying, i'm updating my banner and profile picture that haven't been changed since 2019 or smt- and ON TOP OF THAT, the banner and pfp aren't aligned properly but i'm too tired to fix it now so I have to leave it like this, pissing me off for a week because tomorrow I can't procrastinate, I'll have to study.