Hey Scar! Welcome to Wattpad! I think you would like my one of my friend's stories on here. Her name is Taystrong, and she has a ton of stuff uploaded on here but I think you would like "Apart feeling suicidal, i'm fine". I have a story on here, Heaven (bad title, good story xD), that invovles some violence and guns and gangsters and more that I can't talk about because it's not uploaded yet. Once again welcome to Wattpad and have a nice day!