@BellaGoth8 aaaaaah thank you so much, I thought that no one would see this! I will be glad to start writing on Wattpad again since you are interested in it! And putting pain on my characters did really help me, however it feels like I am already close to their level. When I used to write here, I would always publish some parts and then sit and wait, checking every minute if you commented anything, so you are basically the only person that I am glad to talk to, since I literally have no friends :p (writing this in the school toilet doing "it")