ilikesailingships
hiiiii how has ur day been
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Kind of random but i genuinely HATE the word disrespectful. I fucking hate it. (Its probably because my parents use it so much as a way to victimize themselves or guilt trip me but yeah :P)
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@i_eat_cardboard frrr that word sucks ass and don’t even get me started on when the principal at my old school used it like bitch it’s ur fault not mine
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hey babes i was wondering what you were gonna be for halloween
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@ilikesailingships hii, sorry i took so long, but imma wear a shark onesie :D what about you?
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Holy fuck. I might have just accidentally came out as trans to my mom. So we were talking about her asking my choir teacher if i could wear pants and not a dress for the concert because dresses make me uncomfortable and i jokingly said:
"Seriously what is wrong with me? I dont like dresses, i want my hair short, and i hate my boobs" (me)
And the rest of the conversation went smth like this
"Well i dont think anything is wrong with you" (mom)
"I didnt mean it like that, i guess i just meant its not normal i guess" (me)
-a bit of a pause-
"How do you feel most pretty?" (mom)
"Like how do i feel most comfortable dressing?" (me)
"Yeah, i mean i dont know if prettys a good word-" (mom)
"No, no, its fine" (me)
"Alright" (mom)
"Uhm, i mean maybe more masculine clothes.. " (me)
"Its it like an identity thing? Like have you thought about it before?" (mom)
".. Yeah, i guess. " (me)
"Do you want to talk about it? " (mom)
"Um.. Could we talk later?" (me)
"Mhm, i love you." (mom)
"I love you too. " (me)
MAN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. IVE THOUGHT ABOUT COMING OUT SO FUCKING MUCH ITS INSANE BUT NOW ITS ACTUALLY HAPPENING AND SHIT I CANT TELL IF IM TERRIFIED OR RELIEVED.
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@i_eat_cardboard i’m sorry she didn’t seem like she fully accepted you but im really proud of you and i hope things get better love you and i’ll be here if u need anything <3
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Okay, sorry it took a while to come back, i needed a while to process stuff and then i went to bed but i did talk to my mom and she was cool with it, she told me she loved me and that nothing would ever change that (yay) and we sat on the couch and talked for a bit, she said that while she was adjusting she might use gender neutral terms mostly, i said that was fine but it made me kinda uncomfy. We settled on calling me a more gender neutral shortened version of my deadname, which is pretty uncomfy because its still decently feminine but i dont really want to tell her that. She's gonna let me cut my hair more masculine and we made a plan to tell my dad and therapist, and i kinda just went to my room to process all that for the night. I cried quite a bit and i guess it sort of hurts because i dont think she totally sees me as a boy which sucks, but yeah thats where im at right now. Holy crap last night was a lot.
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plzzzzz help meeeeee4eeeee first did u read the new soft love ep it was so fucking good and second do u have any gay webtoon recs thxx
ilikesailingships
@i_eat_cardboard WAIT HAVE YOU READ cherry crush it’s the best gay mafia romance and it’s on webtoons go read that
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@i_eat_cardboard no i haven’t read castle swimmer yet lemme go read it biiiiiii (pun intended) have a good day school day idk
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@ilikesailingships OKE JUST READ IT. ITS SO CUTEEEE (ALSO I TOTALLY MISSED THAT LIAM PLAYED VOLLEYBALL)
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My wonderful, gay chaos babies! i come bearing a gift!
https://pin.it/5XAhOmyXD
your welcome
(AND REMEMBER TO DRINK WATER, EAT SMTH, AND TAKE CAFE OF YOURSELF LOVE YOUUU <33)
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Here’s something to laugh at @i_eat_cardboard, so funny: https://www.wattpad.com.038239@www.google.com/url?sa=t&url=http://bit.ly/4oBRoyg#180170
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chilling the closet (literally and figuratively, ive made a blanket nest in my closet and its actually very nice in here)
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@i_eat_cardboard i wish my closet was big enough :((( it only fits my big ass dresser :(
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Ayo just realized that me and my sister are basically a very popular bl trope (alternative x jock) im not sure what to do with this Infomation
(ALSO IM NOT ATTRACTED TO MY SISTER IN THAT WAY THATS GROSS BUT I GET WHY IT MIGHT SOUND LIKE THAT BUT ITS NOT I SWEAR)
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@i_eat_cardboard dam i wear like baggy ass jeans or cargo pants with lie a baggy shirt and call it a day and like i do sports but its more like i was forced to do but im playig tennis for school rn and its fun
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@ilikesailingships SO real with the unapproachable thing, at least makes people less inclined to talk to us :P also, yes i am alt :3 (my ass could never where leggings and a hockey jersey or a tracksuit out. Its either grunge or emo-ish or just a huge hoodie/tshirt and plaid pj pants) (also the bitch plays like 5 sports she tries a new one literally every month. Hockey is her go to but she also plays soccer and has been trying basketball, volleyball, and did softball for a while. Shes insane)
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wait helpppppp im bored and im losing my mind but i cant tell if im a child of hades or athena and its been the onluy thing i can thing about plss help me
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@i_eat_cardboard lol its all chill i just am wattpad like 247 and i tried the quizzes and theyre completly useless (i luve taking quizzes for fun on buzzfeed and shit) but like i cant says im from both cabins but at the same time i am but that just doesnt make sense
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@ilikesailingships IM SORRY ITS BEEN HOURS FORGIVE ME but holy shit me too (except between hades and dionysus) maybe we can help each other out?? I find the quizzes dont really work for me so um maybe look at aesthetics and compare traits or smth?? i have no idea im sorry T^T