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everytime i come back to use wattpad i see theyre even greedier than they were before. oh boy, more incentive to completely ditch this hellhole

who else hatin themself for christmas

reminder that i hate myself.

let's take a moment to consider what oral from tsuyu would be like 

how do u write friendfiction without it being awkward?
          i did it literally 24/7 when i was like 14-15, and it was ALL SMUT.

dicks out for bowsette

A fair reminder that I recently wrote a 2,000 word essay about my old fanfictions for my college English class and got almost a perfect score

I'm trying my best to avoid fanfiction at this time in my life.
          I'm on the equivocal line of being diagnosed with Obsessive-Love Disorder, BPD, and Dependent Personality Disorder, so it's better for me to stay away from writing transformative works.  In reality, it's just fuels and justifies my "love addition" and makes me a more toxic, obsessive person. Being constantly infatuated with the person you love when you know it's not reciprocated deep down is not a good feeling.

Unpopular opinion: male Yanderes are hot af, female Yanderes are not af

October 24th will mark my fourth year on Wattpad. This website has stayed about the same for that amount of time, however, I've evolved a lot. I was 12, after all, and now I'm 16.  This website introduced me to a new form of writing that I ultimately became infatuated with, and cherished. At first it was Germany from Hetalia, then Izaya from Durarara, and now... it's still Izaya from Durarara.
          
          Most of the stories I've written since then I've deleted or unpublished, but I would be lying if I said that being here hadn't improved my writing ability. I appreciate the people who have stayed with me this whole way, as much as I appreciate those who comment "what the fuck is this shit this is fucked up." You really encourage me to work harder and write more fucked up shit, whether or not you're aware of it.