I'm allergic to humans.

𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐬.
𝐖𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐎𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫.
𝐎𝐡, 𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐡, 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝.
𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐈'𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭.

i act like i dont care about the shit you say to me. There is a difference between "joking" and being plain rude then laughing it off so you dont fucking hurt the person. Honestly i try, I try so fucking hard to not let it affect me, but i can't pretend forever. There are times i just want to cry and want someone to sit there listen to me. Fucking help me. Give me a reason to fucking live. There is nothing left in this shitty world. People say "life's to short to waste." But what if we want to make it shorter? 


muslim lives matter
black lives matter
free palestine
stop asian hate