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Hi, it's me,I just want to clarify why I've not been posting, at first it was because my phone was taken away. But at that time I was able to think,and if I'm honest,I'm pretty fuck up, and I also need to come clean, a couple chapters back in 'just a bite' I showed what I looked like. I did it and I was uncomfortable, because at the time, I was pretty early out of the closet to a small number of people in my life, so at that time I was desperate for some form of masculinity,I was very much hatful of it cuz every time I looked in the mirror I did not see the man that I am now. I wasn't binding like i am now, I was wearing it to the point of passing out, I'm not asking for pity, I'm doing this for all of you that are going through the same thing, it dose get better and yes most the time it's really shitty. Now that all of that is out of the way, here's some more things you should know, I changed my name at the time is was going by Conner again I did this because I was in a bad place and my mom liked it so I went by it to make her happy, I now see that in some cases you can't ake people happy so just make yourself happy so, now I going as Colby and I like this much more cuz this was by my choice, mini win also I love all of you and if you have questions or Whatever hit me up in the commutes.