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Sorry I haven't been active in a long time, life has gotten in the way. My dad has cancer and I've found out who my true friends are and who've just waited for me to mess up. My mother is being a bitch and many other things. Now, I know this is not an excuse, but I will try to be more active. I can't promise I will fix it and won't be inactive, I will still have my moments when I am inactive but I will work on it. Also I posted a writing I've done in school. I hope you enjoy it. There is a second part but I'm not going to post it now I will try to post on Friday's or Saturday's. 
          
          
          I am proud of you
          Love who you want
          Love is Love
          Love always wins
          ❤

Happy birthday to me
          Happy birthday to me
          Happy birthday to meeeEEEeee
          Happy birthday to me
          
          
          yes it has come again, it is my birthday and I am not single I have a girl friend. I a piece of my cake my family made me last night for breakfast. LOL

I just published the first part to my story, tell me what you think

I got just got chapter 2 done for my book, you guys may love it but also hate it we will shall see and cause I am so nice sneak peak of chapter to is here
          
          "Fuck!! SHIT!!!" Why does it have to hurt so much when you stub a toe. After I calmed my self down I climbed back into bed and tried to welcome sleep with open arms but it didn't seem to work, all I seemed to think about was that friend again and my drawing, I don't know why I had drew that but I did. I mean his mom never seemed to have liked me that much so maybe he is still alive but I doubt it. Maybe I should Just forget all about him but I don't think I could he showed me so much about myself, I learned that I love drama, and drawing, working out, loved acting, and teaching. He helped me with math when I was struggling. He helped me so much, more than I ever helped him. I don't know why someone so nice like him had to leave so soon. He didn't deserve to have died. Wait am I crying, wow I guess I haven't gotten over his death yet. I know one thing is for sure is that I'm going to do everything that he should have been able to do. I'm going to find love, I'm going to finish high school, go to college, get a job, get married, make lots of friends, and most of all I want to have kids.
          
          Just as promised

Sneak peak of August Does Come Again
          
          "YOU DID WHAT!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!!!!"
          
          "I HAVE TOLD YOU SO MANY TIMES THAT I AM UNHAPPY, BUT YOU NEVER SEEM TO LISTEN TO ME!!! SO I DID WHAT I HAD TO DO TO GET YOUR ATTENTION AND TELL YOU THAT I'M UNHAPPY!!"
          
          "WELL YOU COULD HAVE HANDLED IT LIKE MORE OF A FUCKING ADULT THEN YOU DID!!!"
          
          "I'VE ALREADY TRIED BUT YOU DIDN'T LISTEN!!!!"
          
          What other way is there to wake up then to your mom and dad fighting. Probably about the 'guy friend' she brought over last night. She has never once said she was unhappy Maybe I won't have to wake up to them fighting anymore if they end up getting a divorce finally. To think that I am the child of this disaster is fucking crazy to me and anyone who knows my parents. I just want to go back to sleep but that is probably impossible with them yelling, so I guess I will get up and eat something for breakfast.
          
          "Good morning to the both of you too."
          
          "We will talk more about this later Emily. Good morning bud, sorry for waking you but you were going to have to get up soon anyways cause you don't want to be late for your last year of high school as a senior would you."
          
          "Dad, I've told you to stop calling me bud, you know I hate it."
          
          "Sorry, old habit." I wave to mom though she doesn't show me any kindness. Yep mom never could look at me with a motherly caring look nor act like one. She says it's cause I look and act like my dad which isn't a lie the only trait of my mom's that I have is her short temper and her curly hair but even then my hair is more wavey like dads hair. I was basically raised by my dad even though both have been in my life.
          
          So what do you think

Hey I'm trying to write a book, It's called August Does Come Again. I just finished the first chapter and I'm working on the second I can give you guys a perview you want

Hello, 
          
          I am still alive, I am reading a lot but not really writing nor drawing much because every thing I do, I end up hating then I start to be mean to myself. You can probably guess that my mental state isn't very good right now so I probably won't update for a while I am really sorry, I just need to try to take care of myself even though it will probably take a lot for me too. 
          
          ❤Love is Love❤
          Love you you want
          
          
          Byeeeeeeeeeee 

Hey, I got discord I little while back, if you want to join okay. Here is the link. 
          https://discord.gg/bHnQCn5q
          Sorry I haven't posted like I said I would, I've been having to spend time with family, I am working on a few things right now but I hope I can update in the future soon.

Hello
          
          
          
          I got a new Saxophone, it's the Bari Saxophone. The Bari Saxophone I believe is the lowest saxophone you can get, but I may be wrong.
          
          
          Also, what do you think I should change my pfp to. It doesn't matter.
          
          
          I had PSAT last week, I hated it, it made my coffee cold and I missed band
          
          
          I am writing more poems and drawing more I promise.
          
          
          We carved pumpkins yesterday and I carved two, both look traumatized. YAY!!! ☺️
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          ️‍✨LOVE WHO YOU WANT✨️‍
          
          Okay I will leave you alone now.
          
          
          Byeeeee

Hello, I am coming back to Wattpad, no my life is not better, but now I have a BOYFRIEND!
          
          
          
          So my life is still a mess, but I felt like I was missing something, so I started righting peoms and it help a little bit, but I am positive that I was missing Wattpad. So I am no longer on a break, I have lot of stuff for all of you, and I want you to know that if I don't post for a while, it just means my life is even more of a mess. 
          
          
          
          I am playing at homecoming for my schools tomorrow,  fun. Sadly my dad and step dad won't be able to make it, but my mom and her boyfriend are. If you are wondering what instrument I play, I play an alto saxophone, or as a one my best friends calls it, an alto sexophone.
          
          
          
          That is all I wanted to say.
          
          
          
          ✨️‍️‍️‍️‍⚧️HAVE A GAY DAY ⚧️️‍️‍️‍️‍✨
          
          
          
          
          Bye!!