@i_write_dnf
Hi folks :]
Im tryingout some neos but i dont know many. If you know/use any and wouldnt mind sharing, could u tell me them?
You could say just the sets or use an example i dont mind :)
Right now i use (all prns not just neos):
He/him
They/them
It/its
Xe/xem
Ze/zir
I don't normally listen to corpses music but holy shit guys what
Life waster on repeat <3
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!
HOPE EVERYONE'S HAVING A GREAT DAY URALL VALID LOVE U <3
Remembering the time I was so damn excited cause I got ten views on my first book<3
I love all of you so much and it's so lovely to have someone genuinely enjoy my writing, especially when most of the comments are filled with brilliant people xx
Happy valentine's Day kids<3
Self love anyone..?
Okay, okay
Do I...
A. Continue to post my poems in the announcements (they might not all be as depressing but most are XD)
B. Create a book for them (seperate from my oneshots and stuff)
C. Stop posting them in general, since they ( generally) appeal to a different audience
(part 2
I don't remember Friday
My room was a mess, it's now tidy
I'm worried they might notice
the current status
Of my hoodies and shorts
red stains and spots
I want to go pack to pizza pockets and tater tots
To jelly and pasta pots
But now these foods are a constant reminder
Of a piece of time I can't remember
A time when a simple meal
Wouldn't make me gag and keel
I don't remember Saturday
Every fat feels saturated
Every love feels infatuated
But hold back in case your unwanted
When they say they love you so
They'll proceed to call you a worthless hoe
The minute your back will turn
Is the minute everyone pokes fun
But you'll play along
You'll sing their song
Leave your own melodies
To be use as home remedies
I don't remember Sunday
They say it's the fun day
Of the seven in a week
Yet I still feel feeble and meek
Did you here what they said
No? I'll show you instead
Every word carved one handed
Into the endlessly flawed canvas
With a dark red ink
Though others barely blink
I have fallen in love with my drawings
With each one, the ice in my soul thawing
I don't remember last week
Maybe it was just uneventful or bleak
Maybe I don't want to recall
How hard you made me fall
Maybe ignorance is better
Than remembering your twisted love letter
Vertigo, blurred vision
Worst slurs, television
Make up my daily coffee break
I've memorised how many sugars you take
So even if I can't remember last week
I remember everything about you made ME weak
I've been writing more poems,thought this one was quite abstract Idk (part 1)
I don't remember last Monday
Did you call me Hun, babe?
Or did you leave me here again
Recording my pain with a red pen
Poems written in strokes of crimson
Waiting upon my own extinction
Meals left untouched on the table
Each memory fading to myth or fable
But the results are not jolly nor fair
No, my story is no "tortoise and the hare"
I live a never ending novel
But the chapters are identical
I don't remember Tuesday
I stumble as I find my way
I'm falling as I trip up
Hit the ground when I slip up
But I can't seem to find
Help, my every move timed
Overseen, analysed
And my mistakes attract all eyes
Singing, prancing
Beautiful people all dancing
I'm not like the gorgeous ones
I feel like I way too many tons
I don't remember Wednesday
My phone rings, contact: hey<3
Who even is this guy, some old plumber
Is it a scam call or did I give him my number
How do I tell him I'm not interested
Before he gets too invested
Because inevitably
Practically unpreventabley
I'll get boring
Or I'll start snoring
Drive him away and away and away
Nobody will ever stay
I don't remember Thursday
Was it someone's birthday?
Did I laugh or did I smile
Doubtful, it's been a while
It's seldom cheerful
Being constantly fearful
Of the sole thing you cannot hide from
It's not a matter of ignoring your mom
Cause how do you protect your self
When your scared of your own mental health
What if you tell them
And they damn you too hell again
Ayo I got spoke to by a teacher after we had to write rhyming poems. They thought I needed mental help which I mean... ✌️
The poem that I spent no longer than 45mins on and only makes sense to me:
My friends all smirk or pout
I'm just try not to pass out
Let those tears run dry
Cause ghosts can't cry
And it's easier to hold thoughts back
Than end up victim of your lazy smack
I'd rather be home alone
Than surrounded by the constant drone
Of meaningless conversations
About exotic destinations
And an expensive dinner date
That will end in feuds and hate
Why not listen to Ur friends
When they tell you to make amends
Cause soon enough
You'll realise life is tough
And you could do with a buddie
Instead of Ur abusive hubbie
But you said you loved him dear
Said you'd never shed another tear
Yet here you are at Ur old friends home
You show up here, you didn't even phone
But it's all fine
Cause in time
You'll remember that
There's more to life than a worthless..
Man
And it sounds deadpan
But you just know that you can
Make it out just fine
But I won't be there this time
Because someone told me
That the dead keep good company
And I don't want to be alone no more.
Little continuation
Tw// anxiety, depression, transphobia, also a little abt graysexuality being invalid, sexual comments and threats of rape (not in detail)
Ofc I reported this and blocked his account but not before he'd sent a particularly horrible message which was essentially a threat to rape me if I didn't send pictures back and he didn't care if I was graysexual cause it "didn't matter anyway" which is a loa of bull.
There is no way he could actually do this as he now lives quite far away but it was terrifying enough at the time.
I'm okay to talk about this now and I'm completely fine and safe but really want to raise some awareness that things like this happen to everyone
So, then since I'm such a main character I came back to wattpad to loads of hate (like woah I'm cool enough for hate) and of course it's easy to ignore some of this stuff but when it's targeting who you are it's a little harder. So I'd appreciate Les of the "Ur sexualising men" and "bro Candice is a girls name" thanks xx I actually go by any pronouns so you guys can mix and match as you please
ALSO I got a couple people sending death threats in my DMS and as glad as I am it wasn't for the public eyes could you be nicer to people you don't know what's going on in their life, even if it's a joke never wish death upon someone
So idk how long it'll be till I post again sorry all you lovely peoples out there who are actually saying the loveliest things in my comments
The most amazing thing to see after a hat comment is just a light-hearted sweet comment or joke on my books <3
I will probably write again at some point it's a big passion of mine I just feel I need a break for my own problems