iam_irenic

I've finally come up with an ending and a clear outline to reach it. Only a couple months left before the end :)
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/398095422

Good morning,how are you 

my story's literally been having an identity crisis when it comes to its title and cover. like i'm never satisfied with the cover because hehe skill issue but i think "boys don't go to heaven" is good enough... i hereby swear to myself to not change either of those until let's say June

I've had to take cold showers for the past two years or so... Which isn't a big deal because I still had running water just that it wasn't really a choice.
          
          But I actually took my time today to just fill a pot with water and heat on the stove and had an actually warm shower. And it's really ridiculous but I ended up fucking crying over that.
          
          Like the dread of waking up during nighttime to prep for a school day, feeling the morning cold seep through your blanket and knowing it's just gonna get worse. I got used to that ofc.
          
          But now that I have enough time in the day to actually just heat the damn water, it took me two months before I actually did it. I regret it honestly. 
          
          Cuz now the idea of sneezing and not feeling my fingertips is a lil scary when I had gotten over that before. I'm gonna start skl again eventually, I can't keep up with this luxury that's literally making me soft. 
          
          But damn hot water feels so good 

As someone who thoroughly enjoyed Cowboy Carter, desert eagle and my rose had absolutely NO RIGHT to be that short smh...
          

it's been a lil over a year since i startd watching one piece and we're finally past episode 600!!!
          
          still a long way to go but i'm glad i didn't let its length intimidate me cuz one piece is truly the story of a lifetime

I jsut had the weirdest dreammmm... I think the members of BTS and Beyonce were trying to take a group picture but JK was off to the side, playing around with a rhinestone red and blue cowboy hat,
          
          And Beyonce kept scolding him to stop so that they could take the damn picture but Jungkook wasn't understanding a thing... idk i just found that funny
          
          also the wifi in cameroon is super slow so ive had trouble publishing chapters for death by faith recently, especially on the app and the fact that the updates i make on the website don't get translated to what i can see on my profile on the app
          
          very annoying, could crashout sometimes but welp

JACKSON WANG JUST DROPPED MAGIC MAN 2 !!!
          
          It's so different from the first Magic Man album but kinda complements it really well too. Anyway I loved Jackson's exploration of more warm, soulful sounds tho the gritty, rock feel of the original Magic Man is more my style.

There was this French song called Bécane that went viral about a year ago (idk, am not in Tik Tok).
          
          I recently checked the artist out, Yamê is the name and I freaked out beyond what I ever could have imagined.... And the fact that he's also from Cameroon just somehow makes sense and makes the listening experience better. 
          
          Like his first album was released recently, called Ébēm and it's full of little nods and lines that reference the culture and the genre makossa but in a weirdly nice modern twist
          
          The way he uses his voice, the high notes are unpolished but convey just the right amount of emotion. And when you speak French the lyrics are so immersive, the storytelling in his song Celine in particular just makes me want to scream and cry at the same time 
          
          Just do yourself a favour and go check him out 

I am soooo excited that I don't care if no one is going to read this. Tomorrow I'll be publishing my original story for the first time everrrrr. FINALLY 
          
          The title is death by faith. I'll upload the prologue and first to chapters three days in a row and then we'll get weekly updates. 
          
          Sounds like a plannnnnn, I should probably give some info on what the story is about and all. Let me just give y'all the story description real quick ;)
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          In the world of the First Mother, at least they have each other.
          
          Dandal                 Kaanishk
                        Maruan                     Asger
          
          •One thinks he's broken out of the system. Free to pursue whoever he wants; a rich and powerful woman. Insisting and clinging to the thought: "I'm the exception"
          
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          •One has but two companions: his faith and his friends. He uses one to whip himself and the other to soothe the pain.
          
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          •One thought he had his entire youth to enjoy but never had the guts to start living. Now he's been slapped in the face with a betrothal. 8 moons left. That's all he's got.
          
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          •The last only knows how to be a parent. Keeps distracting himself by giving love and carrying burdens. Letting his true lyrics waste away.